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#121
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My mom died of braintumor 2 weeks ago at an age of 50.

The last year has been literall hell. From the day we knew she had the tumor to now (about 13 months), There was nothing but bad news.

But we couldnt have wished for a better end knowing that the cancer was not curable.
She got to say farewell just in time (before her memory was completely gone) to us, her parents, family and friends. She died a week later during the night. I was sleeping in the same room to keep an eye on her. I was terrified of what was going to happen, as my mom could die any second now (her body didnt accept food nor pills nor water so the energy was going away fast). I followed the rythm of her breathing for hours untill it suddenly stopped without much announcement.

Last week it was also a beautifully arranged funeral with lots of friends and family to say a last goodbye.

So as sad as it is, The end was very heart warming wich makes the processing now easier for me, my dad, my sister and brother.

My mom died of braintumor 2 weeks ago at an age of 50.

The last year has been literall hell. From the day we knew she had the tumor to now (about 13 months), There was nothing but bad news.

But we couldnt have wished for a better end knowing that the cancer was not curable.
She got to say farewell just in time (before her memory was completely gone) to us, her parents, family and friends. She died a week later during the night. I was sleeping in the same room to keep an eye on her. I was terrified of what was going to happen, as my mom could die any second now (her body didnt accept food nor pills nor water so the energy was going away fast). I followed the rythm of her breathing for hours untill it suddenly stopped without much announcement.

Last week it was also a beautifully arranged funeral with lots of friends and family to say a last goodbye.

So as sad as it is, The end was very heart warming wich makes the processing now easier for me, my dad, my sister and brother.
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#122
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Screwballi found kittens in my garage :3

you can't just say this and not provide a picture!

I'm going to spend next week going to lan and hanging out with my friends :D

[quote=Screwball]i found kittens in my garage :3[/quote]
you can't just say this and not provide a picture!


I'm going to spend next week going to lan and hanging out with my friends :D
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#123
11 Frags +

I streamed until almost 7 AM and spent the last hour just talking to people in my stream. For the first time in a long time I’m going to bed somewhat close to happy. I know I have a super long way to go in terms of getting back to the person I know I can be mentally and emotionally, but it was a good reminder that there are people who care and actually enjoy my presence. Feels good man

I streamed until almost 7 AM and spent the last hour just talking to people in my stream. For the first time in a long time I’m going to bed somewhat close to happy. I know I have a super long way to go in terms of getting back to the person I know I can be mentally and emotionally, but it was a good reminder that there are people who care and actually enjoy my presence. Feels good man
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#124
5 Frags +

I’m playing hockey again starting this September :)

I’m playing hockey again starting this September :)
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