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#121
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My mom died of braintumor 2 weeks ago at an age of 50.

The last year has been literall hell. From the day we knew she had the tumor to now (about 13 months), There was nothing but bad news.

But we couldnt have wished for a better end knowing that the cancer was not curable.
She got to say farewell just in time (before her memory was completely gone) to us, her parents, family and friends. She died a week later during the night. I was sleeping in the same room to keep an eye on her. I was terrified of what was going to happen, as my mom could die any second now (her body didnt accept food nor pills nor water so the energy was going away fast). I followed the rythm of her breathing for hours untill it suddenly stopped without much announcement.

Last week it was also a beautifully arranged funeral with lots of friends and family to say a last goodbye.

So as sad as it is, The end was very heart warming wich makes the processing now easier for me, my dad, my sister and brother.

My mom died of braintumor 2 weeks ago at an age of 50.

The last year has been literall hell. From the day we knew she had the tumor to now (about 13 months), There was nothing but bad news.

But we couldnt have wished for a better end knowing that the cancer was not curable.
She got to say farewell just in time (before her memory was completely gone) to us, her parents, family and friends. She died a week later during the night. I was sleeping in the same room to keep an eye on her. I was terrified of what was going to happen, as my mom could die any second now (her body didnt accept food nor pills nor water so the energy was going away fast). I followed the rythm of her breathing for hours untill it suddenly stopped without much announcement.

Last week it was also a beautifully arranged funeral with lots of friends and family to say a last goodbye.

So as sad as it is, The end was very heart warming wich makes the processing now easier for me, my dad, my sister and brother.
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#122
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Screwballi found kittens in my garage :3

you can't just say this and not provide a picture!

I'm going to spend next week going to lan and hanging out with my friends :D

[quote=Screwball]i found kittens in my garage :3[/quote]
you can't just say this and not provide a picture!


I'm going to spend next week going to lan and hanging out with my friends :D
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#123
13 Frags +

I streamed until almost 7 AM and spent the last hour just talking to people in my stream. For the first time in a long time I’m going to bed somewhat close to happy. I know I have a super long way to go in terms of getting back to the person I know I can be mentally and emotionally, but it was a good reminder that there are people who care and actually enjoy my presence. Feels good man

I streamed until almost 7 AM and spent the last hour just talking to people in my stream. For the first time in a long time I’m going to bed somewhat close to happy. I know I have a super long way to go in terms of getting back to the person I know I can be mentally and emotionally, but it was a good reminder that there are people who care and actually enjoy my presence. Feels good man
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#124
4 Frags +

I’m playing hockey again starting this September :)

I’m playing hockey again starting this September :)
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#125
28 Frags +

Today I was at the pet store and they have a big tortoise who wanders around and and he walked up to me and I petted him and he was happy. That made me happy. I got to pet a BIG TORTOISE. :)

Edit: It was one of these guys.

https://zoomed.com/wp-content/uploads/Sulcata-Tortoise.jpg

Today I was at the pet store and they have a big tortoise who wanders around and and he walked up to me and I petted him and he was happy. That made me happy. I got to pet a BIG TORTOISE. :)

Edit: It was one of these guys.

[img]https://zoomed.com/wp-content/uploads/Sulcata-Tortoise.jpg[/img]
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#126
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I'm down 56 pounds over the last four months after going carnivore (I had an ankle problem which kept me from exercising; even on a low-carb diet I gain weight slowly without exercise, so I decided to go to zero carbs). I was 352 just over a year ago; am at 254 now. We'll see what the future holds, whether I'll consume carbs again or not. I feel terrific, though there are at least another 30-some pounds to drop. My sleep has improved; my mood is far more positive; my rate of reading has more than doubled compared to the rest of the year (which is bonkers, considering that I had the summer off as a teacher and my carnivore diet coincided not only with my teaching duties, but with my time spent coaching football). I'm thrilled with the results so far.

I'm going to see my youngest bother for dinner tomorrow night before he gets deployed in two more weeks. We'll have a good time together.

Life's going pretty well, all things considered.

c]:- )

I'm down 56 pounds over the last four months after going carnivore (I had an ankle problem which kept me from exercising; even on a low-carb diet I gain weight slowly without exercise, so I decided to go to zero carbs). I was 352 just over a year ago; am at 254 now. We'll see what the future holds, whether I'll consume carbs again or not. I feel terrific, though there are at least another 30-some pounds to drop. My sleep has improved; my mood is far more positive; my rate of reading has more than doubled compared to the rest of the year (which is bonkers, considering that I had the summer off as a teacher and my carnivore diet coincided not only with my teaching duties, but with my time spent coaching football). I'm thrilled with the results so far.

I'm going to see my youngest bother for dinner tomorrow night before he gets deployed in two more weeks. We'll have a good time together.

Life's going pretty well, all things considered.

c]:- )
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#127
4 Frags +

screwball i still need those photos

screwball i still need those photos
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#128
10 Frags +

after getting kicked out my band the night before a show almost 2 years ago, im finally going to be playing our first show with my new band squirrel girl tomorrow night ^_^

after getting kicked out my band the night before a show almost 2 years ago, im finally going to be playing our first show with my new band squirrel girl tomorrow night ^_^
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#129
23 Frags +

I had surgery and very likely don’t have the testicular cancer that was suspected previously, also got to try fentanyl for free lol

I had surgery and very likely don’t have the testicular cancer that was suspected previously, also got to try fentanyl for free lol
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#130
12 Frags +

Its is my birthday;3

Its is my birthday;3
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#131
2 Frags +

happy because i have a new schedule which actually gave me 6 hours and 15 minutes more freedom from school. also happy that i'm having fun playing cs:go as an IGL more often.

happy because i have a new schedule which actually gave me 6 hours and 15 minutes more freedom from school. also happy that i'm having fun playing cs:go as an IGL more often.
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#132
5 Frags +

I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO FAIL THIS CLASS BUT I GOT A B- IN IT I FEEL ALIVE

I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO FAIL THIS CLASS BUT I GOT A B- IN IT I FEEL ALIVE
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#133
2 Frags +

My company does Christmas Pay so I get double my usual wage tomorrow!

My company does Christmas Pay so I get double my usual wage tomorrow!
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#134
0 Frags +

didnt lose to brighton

didnt lose to brighton
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