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Last Posted September 1, 2020 at 4:19 PM
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#1 Why in Off Topic

What in the hell kind of god would give someone ADD, then add on top of that Aspergers/autism spectrum, Tourettes, then round it all off with schizophrenia.

I can't get a drivers license because the voices telling me to kill myself distract me and I might hit someone.

I can't get rid of it. This constant persistent voice in my ear. "Kill yourself. Kill yourself." Like the masters drums, only way less awesome, musical, and cool. Nothing I've ever tried worked, and the medications don't make the voice go away, they just make it "manageable." They say they never go away. I will hear these death threats regularly when I'm 40. When I'm 50. When I'm 80.

Why is this happening? Why will it never stop? I'm trying to control it, but it makes me mean because I'm always in a bad mood. Forgive me my crimes but understand what this constant dialogue does to you. There it is again. And again.

There it is always. Always. "Kill yourself" What can I do? Can anything make it stop?

posted 1 month ago
#121 pegging in Off Topic
ArieAMC100% This is schizophrenia.
That's a bold statement without a medical degree and the person not being your patient.

You're absolutely right and I am in the wrong.

posted 3 months ago
#118 pegging in Off Topic
AMSI get why that stuff is pretty funny to read on twitter but I really think a lot of people here are seriously lacking some perspective.
My bro was exactly like this when schiz kicked in for him, constantly making up bullshit theories for normal everyday stuff happening in life, believing everything is connected to everything. He constantly thought he was being followed, slept next to knives and other weapons and had frequent panic attacks. Even those closest to him in his life he did not trust and he made up stories about how everyone was manipulating him.
It is a truly miserable existence.
He acknowledged he was suffering from the illness yet that didn't change anything, it only kept getting worse.
This is why saying something like "if you act like a retard you should expect to be made fun of" just seems ignorant as hell.
I'd suggest it would be better to try to understand what he is going through and try to apply some compassion.

I'm schizophrenic. I am 100% positive that's what it is.

I had my own enemies, I threatened to **** people and claimed to be a time traveller. I hallucinated vividly that I was talking to aliens, my dead housecat returned to lead an intergalactic army singlehandedly against several TF2 teammates I used to play with (who I used to hallucinate with. I thought PYYYOUR was working with me against alien armies for example. For a week I didn't speak because I thought the demons inside of me would escape into whoever I spoke to., I fought intergalactic space nazis. I fought god. All manner of things. My "Jeffrey" was my family. I thought they were all horrible aliens trying to enslave me.

I am not trying to take away from langes breakdown, but point out that I have been there and that's what it is. 100% This is schizophrenia.

posted 3 months ago
#1 My cousin came down with corona :( in Off Topic

She has a husband and child with no immune system. She's locked in her room. They are delivering meals to her door. She has no laptop, just a phone. She is an entrepreneur and runs an herbal medicine shop. I don't know much about the viruss. What can I do to help her? I'm intending to mail her some books if I can.

posted 3 months ago
#1 LF Mentor medic in Mentoring

I haven't played TF2 in nearly a decade. I want to get better. I'm on an HL and 6s team for RGL

Highest I ever gotten in TF2 was low open in ESEA

posted 3 months ago
#2 Scam thingy in Off Topic

Biancake:
<PROFILE LINK>
that is the steam support admin just add him and tell him that i mistakenly reported you by accident

[12:36 PM]
AMC #LFT Medic new:
How do I know this is real and not a scam?

[12:37 PM]
Biancake:
its real why would i scam ?

[12:38 PM]
AMC #LFT Medic new:
How should I know that?

[12:39 PM]
Biancake:
just add him and tell him what ive done so that your account will be okay

[12:39 PM]
AMC #LFT Medic new:
Tell him to add me

[12:39 PM]
Biancake:
steam admin doesnt add

[12:41 PM]
AMC #LFT Medic new:
Why not?

[12:41 PM]
Biancake:
thats there privacy
i hope you will not get ban

posted 3 months ago
#1 Scam thingy in Off Topic

[12:28 PM]
Biancake:
hello
are you there?

[12:28 PM]
AMC #LFT Medic new:
yES
Yes

[12:28 PM]
Biancake:
Sorry to disturb you but i really need to talk to you

[12:28 PM]
AMC #LFT Medic new:
Ok

[12:28 PM]
Biancake:
i may have done something by accident

[12:28 PM]
AMC #LFT Medic new:
Ok

[12:29 PM]
Biancake:
i accidentally reported you to the steam admin for having a duped items instead of my friend in steam who scammed me i am very sorry
please dont get mad :/

[12:30 PM]
AMC #LFT Medic new:
How did that happen, when did it happen, and what do we do now?

[12:30 PM]
Biancake:
And the main reason why i message you its because the steam admin wants you to confirm that i accidentally reported you and you are not involve of those mistake report issue so that my report will not be process and your account will not get banned permanently in steam

[12:30 PM]
AMC #LFT Medic new:
How do I do that?

[12:31 PM]
Biancake:
so you need to add the steam admin and confirm it to him so that the pending report will be remove

[12:32 PM]
AMC #LFT Medic new:
Go on

[12:33 PM]
Biancake:
Steam Community ::

posted 3 months ago
#31 What's the biggest lie you keep telling yourself in Off Topic

I'll do it tomorrow.

posted 3 months ago
#19 Looking to get back into comp. What's new? in TF2 General Discussion

How often do people scrim?
How can I start from the absolute bottom?
Is UGC still the goto for HL?
Is scrimming still 9-11 estish?

I know you can move like scouts as a medic, but how did that change the meta?

posted 4 months ago
#1 Looking to get back into comp. What's new? in TF2 General Discussion

I haven't played TF2 since ESEA came out with main TF2 for the first time.

What do I need to know? :3

posted 4 months ago
#31 I'm buying a car for my brother in Off Topic

So, as an update, I've dug deep into my pockets and found a grand total of $1571

For safety I'll include a dash cam front and back.

A nice double din speaker

Some nice new speakers, which should be around $50 from what I can tell, and a safety lock.

This leaves me with around $1200 for the actual car, which isn't bad, right? Plus these things are quality and can follow him to a new car.

I have a friend who flips cars for a living, he said he'd help me find a good one, and when I present him with the list of acceptable cars I compiled from your suggestions, I should have a good one soon. I'll keep you updated, if you are interested. :)

What do you guys think?

EDIT: Also good floor mats

posted 5 months ago
#30 I'm buying a car for my brother in Off Topic

@Everyone above

https://media1.tenor.com/images/3e7f19d8f665ca1ad4d07d296ef0344d/tenor.gif

posted 5 months ago
#28 I'm buying a car for my brother in Off Topic

That'll wipe me out but it's worth it :(

posted 5 months ago
#25 I'm buying a car for my brother in Off Topic
kawadefinitely spend more than 1k

http://www.dashboard-light.com/

I might be able to go up a few hundred but not much more. I just literally don't have the caps.

posted 5 months ago
#18 I'm buying a car for my brother in Off Topic

Thanks everyone! I'll take all your advice. :3 and thanks for the compliments. It's actually for my older brother. He treats his cars very well.

posted 5 months ago
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