life fucking BLOWS. how do you deal with the people you grew up with and your role models doing actions and going against the "good" morals that we were taught. how do you deal with inadvertently being a role model for your younger family members when all you wanna do is be a dumbass degen like everyone else. why does growing up suck so much

there's an 80% chance the person im facing in ammomod goes fucking pyro or surfs every rocket
playing ammomod has become really fucking aids

my body temp has been hovering around 101° for a full month now and it's making me the most bitter human alive

on a happier note I quit weed for a week and tried smoking again the other day and hated it, so I think I finally kicked the habit for good :)

I fell off my longboard the other day and even though my hand was the only part that bled, a few days later it's my back that still hurts. Painful reminder that I need to be careful since I can't afford to break any limbs because I need them to work, and that paying for the doctor's visits won't be fun either if I really hurt myself badly. I just want some semblance of athletic ability and balance dammit!

what about the S holding
i hate when people hold S in mge and fucking DM too like cmon can we just fight so i can warm up/practice
i dont know how it translates to a real game running away from every fight because you want to preserve k/d

pyro

There's absolutely nothing wrong with surfing rockets on ammomod what are you on about

Where the fuck can I get competitive Direct Hit practise without being flamed?

Like cmon man, it's legal, I fucking love it, let me shoooooooooooooooooooooot

Why is hearthstone a successful esport?
Why does a concept as random as "Battle Royale" get treated so competitively and seriously.

dude summer fucking blows vacations get boring after the first like day the weather is fucking gross and humid and uncomfortable and you're not working or going to summer school then you actually just spend like 2 months doing fuck all and then (if you haven't graduated) one month stressing about getting ready for school or whatever

it’s so annoying that there are people who have like god tier setups and 5 ping and waste it playing pyro.

summer went so fast
y?

i think fighting pyro and scouts as soldier is very fucking annoying

the team I originally was going to play season 30 for dropped in week 1 because the leader stopped playing tf2

then two weeks later he's lft

this happened on a video about 45 minutes after i unlisted it thank you youtube dot com

https://i.imgur.com/tgX4gXP.png

really making me think over here

i make 250 dollars a month working 8 hrs a day 6 days a week and being treated like shit during those 8 hours everyday and im sad and tired
i know eating shit is part of life but it doesnt mean its not exhausting

i will burn the entire city of chicago tthe ground. also some bitch ass convalescent home OD'd my 95 yo great grandmother last night. i have one cousin thats an RN at the best hospital in LA and holy shit she tore them a new asshole

i cant find my double a batteries

no matter how much mge or dm grind or pugging or scrimming or anything i do, i never get any better

i could put up with being mediocre but im by far the weakest link on my team and im so disappointed in myself for it

+1 on that chief x

pyros holding m1
selfish people
also I would deal with 70-80 ping every game if it meant i could actually play in esea at a reasonable time

if by that you mean west coast it sucks, u literally cant do anything on scrim match days because you have to play tf2 from 6:30-8:30 every night

students have no free speech and it's fucking stupid

I rarely post on tftv because i don't want to say something stupid and become a meme. Even if I feel like i have something to contribute, I just won't interact with the community out of fear of embarrassment

Thats about the only time I can play
I get up at 5:30 every day for school

i got the 1000th post on a thread and everyone -fragged me

fuck me https://streamable.com/vddqy

57+85=142

One of the main reasons as to why I started playing tf2 was to get over the fact that nearly all my friends stopped talking to me and started being toxic due to starting relationships. This ranged from avoiding interaction with me, to their girlfriends finding me annoying and making my friends stop talking to me, to outright telling me that I'll never be as good as them at anything because they have a girlfriend and I don't.

Recently, it feels as if some of the same stuff has been happening to me, but with edating instead of actual dating. I've had people who I talked to remove me for no reason less than a week after they began edating. I've had people who I talked to a lot just stop talking to me almost altogether after they began edating. And I've had friends who I've known for a long time change completely just in an effort to try to edate some person on the internet. I understand that some of this is my fault, and some of this is just in my head, but it's incredibly frustrating to see it happen over and over. I'm happy for all my friends who end up happy as a result of edating, but I hate how the reason why I started playing tf2 is happening in how I tried to avoid it in the first place.

I don't usually post on these forums but, What. The. Fuck. I am by no means a great player and have just started playing again this year. I played this past season of ESEA and played like complete garbage. Off and on most weeks my DM was very hit or miss. This past week I got a 144hz monitor from my teammate and have been playing FPS games through thanksgiving break. Why didn't anyone tell me it would make playing hitscan classes 10x easier. I used to feel like if I'd click when my crosshair was over the enemy I would still often miss, but now I feel like I'm hitting nutty shots left and right. I spent the last 2 months kicking dandelions in outfield and it feels like now it feels like I'm throwing heat from the pitchers mound. It makes me wonder how much the rest of my setup holds me back considering. Hopefully I will only improve from here and won't be the worst gamer on the team anymore.