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I'm still sorry. And I still feel awful.
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#1
0 Frags +

Hey everyone.

I know this is deep buried news, back from the days of GotFrag.

But the guilt still hangs on me, and I hope no one ever makes such a dumb fucking decision again.

https://www.twitlonger.com/show/n_1srbaue

I've donated an additional $20 USD to the Yomps Fundraiser, and once again. I want to apologize for my past actions.

Hey everyone.

I know this is deep buried news, back from the days of GotFrag.

But the guilt still hangs on me, and I hope no one ever makes such a dumb fucking decision again.

https://www.twitlonger.com/show/n_1srbaue

I've donated an additional $20 USD to the Yomps Fundraiser, and once again. I want to apologize for my past actions.
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#2
25 Frags +

Cheaters can reform, habib is a good example of someone that cheated but moved on from it.

Cheaters can reform, habib is a good example of someone that cheated but moved on from it.
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#3
27 Frags +

i can't imagine how many layers of cum blanket your room and hands at the mere thought of someone caring about this.

i can't imagine how many layers of cum blanket your room and hands at the mere thought of someone caring about this.
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#4
16 Frags +
tamboi can't imagine how many layers of cum blanket your room and hands at the mere thought of someone caring about this.

I'm sorry Tambo

[quote=tambo]i can't imagine how many layers of cum blanket your room and hands at the mere thought of someone caring about this.[/quote]
I'm sorry Tambo
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#5
33 Frags +

its not that big a deal

its not that big a deal
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#6
-32 Frags +

you some how tried to make this beautiful event celebrating yomps about you

you some how tried to make this beautiful event celebrating yomps about you
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#7
2 Frags +
DanceNumbertamboi can't imagine how many layers of cum blanket your room and hands at the mere thought of someone caring about this.I'm sorry Tambo

it's okay it's just whenever I personally take a step back from the game for a little while I just view other's passions for it near obsession, almost sexually.

DanceNumberOver a decade later i'm still not free from the pain I unleashed on myself.

this reads as if you're professing your infidelity towards like a spouse or something, I only bring this up cause I have regularly put 110 hrs/past 2 weeks when I played, and I really think that type of lifestyle and tunnel vision is just extremely unhealthy and I see a reflection of myself in your obsession, which is likely what upsets me. So much more time to think about important things when you're not dwelling on your 10 year old pubber transgressions.

[quote=DanceNumber][quote=tambo]i can't imagine how many layers of cum blanket your room and hands at the mere thought of someone caring about this.[/quote]
I'm sorry Tambo[/quote]
it's okay it's just whenever I personally take a step back from the game for a little while I just view other's passions for it near obsession, almost sexually. [quote=DanceNumber]Over a decade later i'm still not free from the pain I unleashed on myself.[/quote]
this reads as if you're professing your infidelity towards like a spouse or something, I only bring this up cause I have regularly put 110 hrs/past 2 weeks when I played, and I really think that type of lifestyle and tunnel vision is just extremely unhealthy and I see a reflection of myself in your obsession, which is likely what upsets me. So much more time to think about important things when you're not dwelling on your 10 year old pubber transgressions.
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#8
17 Frags +
tamboDanceNumbertamboi can't imagine how many layers of cum blanket your room and hands at the mere thought of someone caring about this.I'm sorry Tamboit's okay it's just whenever I personally take a step back from the game for a little while I just view other's passions for it near obsession, almost sexually. DanceNumberOver a decade later i'm still not free from the pain I unleashed on myself.this reads as if you're professing your infidelity towards like a spouse or something, I only bring this up cause I have regularly put 110 hrs/past 2 weeks when I played, and I really think that type of lifestyle and tunnel vision is just extremely unhealthy and I see a reflection of myself in your obsession, which is likely what upsets me. So much more time to think about important things when you're not dwelling on your 10 year old pubber transgressions.

ya man.

I get it. this post was honestly self indulgent and a bit autistic. However, I was just having a bad night, a depressive episode. and cyclical thinking brought me back to shit i've regretted (and still do.)

It's useful to see more rational thoughts like yours regarding it. I appreciate it.

[quote=tambo][quote=DanceNumber][quote=tambo]i can't imagine how many layers of cum blanket your room and hands at the mere thought of someone caring about this.[/quote]
I'm sorry Tambo[/quote]
it's okay it's just whenever I personally take a step back from the game for a little while I just view other's passions for it near obsession, almost sexually. [quote=DanceNumber]Over a decade later i'm still not free from the pain I unleashed on myself.[/quote]
this reads as if you're professing your infidelity towards like a spouse or something, I only bring this up cause I have regularly put 110 hrs/past 2 weeks when I played, and I really think that type of lifestyle and tunnel vision is just extremely unhealthy and I see a reflection of myself in your obsession, which is likely what upsets me. So much more time to think about important things when you're not dwelling on your 10 year old pubber transgressions.[/quote]

ya man.

I get it. this post was honestly self indulgent and a bit autistic. However, I was just having a bad night, a depressive episode. and cyclical thinking brought me back to shit i've regretted (and still do.)

It's useful to see more rational thoughts like yours regarding it. I appreciate it.
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#9
4 Frags +

idc LOL

idc LOL
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#10
96 Frags +

i was 4 years old when you cheated

i was 4 years old when you cheated
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#11
1 Frags +

ur a good person man dont sweat it

ur a good person man dont sweat it
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#12
15 Frags +

https://www.theresiliencecentre.com.au/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/cant-forgive.jpg

[img]https://www.theresiliencecentre.com.au/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/cant-forgive.jpg[/img]
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#13
4 Frags +
rickrigatonii was 4 years old when you cheated

hahahahahahahahaha

its ok dance number ur cool

[quote=rickrigatoni]i was 4 years old when you cheated[/quote]
hahahahahahahahaha

its ok dance number ur cool
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#14
4 Frags +

https://youtu.be/EETpQhfZTDk?t=20

https://youtu.be/EETpQhfZTDk?t=20
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#15
-6 Frags +

you know what a fucking loser you are?

you know what a fucking loser you are?
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#16
0 Frags +

LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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#17
26 Frags +

donate another 20 bucks for being a weeb

donate another 20 bucks for being a weeb
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#18
4 Frags +

numale redditor

numale redditor
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#19
0 Frags +

dont care

dont care
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#20
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#21
33 Frags +

this is the only thing I remember from gotfrag

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#22
newbie.tf
21 Frags +

I'm glad you felt the need to get this off your chest and that you felt safe to do so :)

It's not a big deal if the last time you cheated was a decade ago. And honestly it wasn't a huuuge deal then, either. Cheating is super wrong, but it's just a game. It's not like you robbed a pharmacy. Don't be too hard on yourself

I'm glad you felt the need to get this off your chest and that you felt safe to do so :)

It's not a big deal if the last time you cheated was a decade ago. And honestly it wasn't a huuuge deal then, either. Cheating is super wrong, but it's just a game. It's not like you robbed a pharmacy. Don't be too hard on yourself
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#23
tf2pickup.org
-3 Frags +

Cheating bans are only 1 year, you served 10x that. Good luck, soldier.

Cheating bans are only 1 year, you served 10x that. Good luck, soldier.
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#24
-2 Frags +

what lol

what lol
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#25
8 Frags +

The Universe forgave you when your 144hz monitor was broken in transit at GXL2015 LAN as recompense, don't worry about it buddy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_eGxjPTrfUo

The Universe forgave you when your 144hz monitor was broken in transit at GXL2015 LAN as recompense, don't worry about it buddy
[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_eGxjPTrfUo[/youtube]
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#26
-2 Frags +

I dont forgive you

I dont forgive you
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#27
-23 Frags +

once a cheater always a cheater. you`re seriously messed up

once a cheater always a cheater. you`re seriously messed up
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#28
0 Frags +
BumFreezehttps://youtu.be/EETpQhfZTDk?t=20

GREATEST COMEBACK STORY OF ALL TIME

Forgive yourself, dance number. You don't need the community's permission to do that. Learn the lesson and move on -- that's why guilt exists.

[quote=BumFreeze]https://youtu.be/EETpQhfZTDk?t=20[/quote]

GREATEST COMEBACK STORY OF ALL TIME


Forgive yourself, dance number. You don't need the community's permission to do that. Learn the lesson and move on -- that's why guilt exists.
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#29
27 Frags +

http://i.imgur.com/5gIzJhL.jpg%3Cbr%20/%3E

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#30
-2 Frags +

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fl5SbA-jzoc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fl5SbA-jzoc
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