To share some more memories about lain, at least from the past few weeks of becoming closer friends with her, we played TF2, Fortnite, Overwatch and had a blast. It was so lovely to see her have fun and frag. She would hop in VC with us almost every night and even if we didn't play together, we'd chat about so much cool stuff like art, music, video game design, happenings in the world, and even about the universe itself. It was nice to see her be a bit happier, and smile or laugh from time to time. I really felt like things were looking up. We were even talking about her future plans on the day she left us, so it really came to me as sudden. Just a few hours and life was so fragile. I wish I could have supported her more, but I really feel like I did all I could. But it's so unfair that she lost her life, that I keep feeling that something must have been able to be done, that the universe wouldn't let this happen otherwise. And I'll keep thinking about that. But now, at the very least, I really do want to take the time to push for better community standards and protocols so we never, ever, ever have something like this again. It's what lain would have wanted in the end.