From "AMC" to "River"

What's wrong with b4nny? Back when I was playing he was pretty well respected. Am I missing something?

So, I'm really impressed with 5G. I haven't used it, but I've read the specs of it, and wonder, if technology keeps advancing, is it possible the gaming barriers come down, and the leagues standing become as latency riddled as LANs, like the US zones, versus the ETF2L zones, and that we can play around the world with the same latency as I get from say, CO to CHI?

If so, what do you think will change?

EDIT: OOPS I misspelled the title. :C

I regret doing this.

So, I'm a big fan of Jack Canfields "The success principles," and therefore of making goals and affirmations, and reviewing them frequently. I never had any success keeping to my goals until last week where I made a small video with a song and my goals listed in order. I put it on my phone and watch it every time I get up from or go to bed.

I am willing to make similar videos for anyone and everyone who wants one.

Some examples of mine include:

I want to win an insomnia LAN event one day.
I want one of my stories to be made into a movie.
I want to finish the book I am working on.
I want a certain net worth by a certain time.

If anyone wants one, please tell me, and tell me your goals and I'll make you a reminder video to watch before and after sleep!

My friend, who I've known for 15 years, who lives in the UK had some kind of stroke and his vision is quickly fading. His face is permanently disfigured, and he very likely will go blind.

I want to know how best to help him. Last time I needed help with important decisions, (buying a car,) this communities knowledgeable members stepped up to the plate and shed light on what I needed to do. I need that help again. I need to know how best to help my friend. He can still see (for now) but that is quickly changing. I recommended he get an iphone so he can see if he can get used to using siri, but what else should I tell him?

Everyone who likes this thread would get a kick out of the concept of a "gratitude rock." A rock that you keep in your pocket, and every time you touch it, you think of something you're thankful for. Maybe we could carry happy rocks.

What in the hell kind of god would give someone ADD, then add on top of that Aspergers/autism spectrum, Tourettes, then round it all off with schizophrenia.

I can't get a drivers license because the voices telling me to kill myself distract me and I might hit someone.

I can't get rid of it. This constant persistent voice in my ear. "Kill yourself. Kill yourself." Like the masters drums, only way less awesome, musical, and cool. Nothing I've ever tried worked, and the medications don't make the voice go away, they just make it "manageable." They say they never go away. I will hear these death threats regularly when I'm 40. When I'm 50. When I'm 80.

Why is this happening? Why will it never stop? I'm trying to control it, but it makes me mean because I'm always in a bad mood. Forgive me my crimes but understand what this constant dialogue does to you. There it is again. And again.

There it is always. Always. "Kill yourself" What can I do? Can anything make it stop?

You're absolutely right and I am in the wrong.

I'm schizophrenic. I am 100% positive that's what it is.

I had my own enemies, I threatened to **** people and claimed to be a time traveller. I hallucinated vividly that I was talking to aliens, my dead housecat returned to lead an intergalactic army singlehandedly against several TF2 teammates I used to play with (who I used to hallucinate with. I thought PYYYOUR was working with me against alien armies for example. For a week I didn't speak because I thought the demons inside of me would escape into whoever I spoke to., I fought intergalactic space nazis. I fought god. All manner of things. My "Jeffrey" was my family. I thought they were all horrible aliens trying to enslave me.

I am not trying to take away from langes breakdown, but point out that I have been there and that's what it is. 100% This is schizophrenia.

She has a husband and child with no immune system. She's locked in her room. They are delivering meals to her door. She has no laptop, just a phone. She is an entrepreneur and runs an herbal medicine shop. I don't know much about the viruss. What can I do to help her? I'm intending to mail her some books if I can.

I haven't played TF2 in nearly a decade. I want to get better. I'm on an HL and 6s team for RGL

Highest I ever gotten in TF2 was low open in ESEA

Biancake:
<PROFILE LINK>
that is the steam support admin just add him and tell him that i mistakenly reported you by accident

[12:36 PM]
AMC #LFT Medic new:
How do I know this is real and not a scam?

[12:37 PM]
Biancake:
its real why would i scam ?

[12:38 PM]
AMC #LFT Medic new:
How should I know that?

[12:39 PM]
Biancake:
just add him and tell him what ive done so that your account will be okay

[12:39 PM]
AMC #LFT Medic new:
Tell him to add me

[12:39 PM]
Biancake:
steam admin doesnt add

[12:41 PM]
AMC #LFT Medic new:
Why not?

[12:41 PM]
Biancake:
thats there privacy
i hope you will not get ban

[12:28 PM]
Biancake:
hello
are you there?

[12:28 PM]
AMC #LFT Medic new:
yES
Yes

[12:28 PM]
Biancake:
Sorry to disturb you but i really need to talk to you

[12:28 PM]
AMC #LFT Medic new:
Ok

[12:28 PM]
Biancake:
i may have done something by accident

[12:28 PM]
AMC #LFT Medic new:
Ok

[12:29 PM]
Biancake:
i accidentally reported you to the steam admin for having a duped items instead of my friend in steam who scammed me i am very sorry
please dont get mad :/

[12:30 PM]
AMC #LFT Medic new:
How did that happen, when did it happen, and what do we do now?

[12:30 PM]
Biancake:
And the main reason why i message you its because the steam admin wants you to confirm that i accidentally reported you and you are not involve of those mistake report issue so that my report will not be process and your account will not get banned permanently in steam

[12:30 PM]
AMC #LFT Medic new:
How do I do that?

[12:31 PM]
Biancake:
so you need to add the steam admin and confirm it to him so that the pending report will be remove

[12:32 PM]
AMC #LFT Medic new:
Go on

[12:33 PM]
Biancake:
Steam Community ::

I'll do it tomorrow.