tf2 and school
in tf2, i regret caring too much about how well i do. i have a lot of fun but that fun can easily be erased if i'm not playing up to my expectations. it keeps me from practicing sometimes (dm/mge) and it's a frustrating thing to deal with. i would probably be a better player if i didn't care as much.
and as for school, i regret being lazy in high school. i was hoping to be a straight A student, but that dream ended in middle school. high school came around and my laziness got pretty bad. failed 10th grade english twice due to not doing most of the work and i failed easy math classes for the same reason. if i could go back in time and do it over, knowing this would happen, i would get my shit together in an instant. and i'm procrastinating going to college. help me :(