Let me start by saying i am slightly autistic so writing this is a pain. Please do not comment on my spelling our sentence structure because i am trying my best and i cannot do anything about it.
Over the past year i have had the most fun i have ever had within the TF2 community. I have tossed thousands of hours and dollars into this game. I love it more then anything else.
I have not taken my medication for bipolar disorder/depression in a very long time and i occasionally have gotten very angry with the people i have called my friends in mumble and have sometimes yelled at them. I am not using this as a excuse and i accept responsibility for my actions. I have resumed my medication regiment and hopefully with time i will be accepted for as i am now.
To those who think i am weird i am willing to admit i am a strange motherfucker. I am terrible at picking up social cues and may often sound like i am trying to talk over someone. I may also occasionally make somewhat inappropriate jokes which i appear to be the only one to find funny. I have been trying to improve my personal filter and i apologize to those i have offended.
Thank you for reading and i hope with time i can once again make friends within the community.
tldr: I am a gigantic fagot.
Let me start by saying i am slightly autistic so writing this is a pain. Please do not comment on my spelling our sentence structure because i am trying my best and i cannot do anything about it.
Over the past year i have had the most fun i have ever had within the TF2 community. I have tossed thousands of hours and dollars into this game. I love it more then anything else.
I have not taken my medication for bipolar disorder/depression in a very long time and i occasionally have gotten very angry with the people i have called my friends in mumble and have sometimes yelled at them. I am not using this as a excuse and i accept responsibility for my actions. I have resumed my medication regiment and hopefully with time i will be accepted for as i am now.
To those who think i am weird i am willing to admit i am a strange motherfucker. I am terrible at picking up social cues and may often sound like i am trying to talk over someone. I may also occasionally make somewhat inappropriate jokes which i appear to be the only one to find funny. I have been trying to improve my personal filter and i apologize to those i have offended.
Thank you for reading and i hope with time i can once again make friends within the community.
tldr: I am a gigantic fagot.
You're ok by me, Screwball.
You're ok by me, Screwball.
I thought your attempt to start over in the other thread was pretty cute.
Keep on trying, Screwball!
I thought your attempt to start over in the other thread was pretty cute.
Keep on trying, Screwball!
I always thought you were okay Comatose.
Except for when you thought Europe was much better in TF2 and was rooting for them when we went over there.
THAT IS UNFORGIVABLE.
I always thought you were okay Comatose.
Except for when you thought Europe was much better in TF2 and was rooting for them when we went over there.
THAT IS UNFORGIVABLE.
i don't know the story but if you have the balls to apologize publicly instead of sticking to your actions you're fine by me, man
i don't know the story but if you have the balls to apologize publicly instead of sticking to your actions you're fine by me, man
and today the tf2 community made somebody apologize for being autistic
and today the tf2 community made somebody apologize for being autistic
Your humility is refreshing. We need more of it in the TF2 community.
Your humility is refreshing. We need more of it in the TF2 community.
Apology accepted. We're all human here. No one is perfect.
Best of luck to you.
Apology accepted. We're all human here. No one is perfect.
Best of luck to you.
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Anyone who's willing to own up to his mistakes and apologize is okay with me.
Anyone who's willing to own up to his mistakes and apologize is okay with me.
you're a good player screwball, i'm glad you took the time to make this thread.
you're a good player screwball, i'm glad you took the time to make this thread.
Nice job screwball. :) Gl bud.
Nice job screwball. :) Gl bud.
Thank you everyone for your support. This is why i love this community :>
Thank you everyone for your support. This is why i love this community :>
Met him at LAN, a little socially awkward but was a nice genuine fellow.
Met him at LAN, a little socially awkward but was a nice genuine fellow.
I don't know who you are, but RESPECT.
However, I hope you didn't type this looking for sympathetic responses either.
Good luck, read books, stay HEALTHY.
:)
I don't know who you are, but RESPECT.
However, I hope you didn't type this looking for sympathetic responses either.
Good luck, read books, stay HEALTHY.
:)
Haven't been in mumble with you for a while, but you are pretty cool ;)
Haven't been in mumble with you for a while, but you are pretty cool ;)
mand today the tf2 community made somebody apologize for being autistic
yeah, thats pretty fucked
[quote=m]and today the tf2 community made somebody apologize for being autistic[/quote]
yeah, thats pretty fucked
I met this guy at LAN and he was a good guy. He even let lent Novice his 120hz monitor for the LAN so Novice wouldn't have to play demo at 60hz(comatose/screwball played medic). I don't know how this works with depression but I sincerely hope you can be yourself sometime without the help of medication. Best of luck!
I met this guy at LAN and he was a good guy. He even let lent Novice his 120hz monitor for the LAN so Novice wouldn't have to play demo at 60hz(comatose/screwball played medic). I don't know how this works with depression but I sincerely hope you can be yourself sometime without the help of medication. Best of luck!
toothI met this guy at LAN and he was a good guy. He even let lent Novice his 120hz monitor for the LAN so Novice wouldn't have to play demo at 60hz(comatose/screwball played medic). I don't know how this works with depression but I sincerely hope you can be yourself sometime without the help of medication. Best of luck!
With depression, "Yourself" is essentially you when you're super apathetic and devoid of any effort. Unfortunately those with clinical depression will need to take medication for the rest of their lives if they want to be able to function normally.
http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-21_jyYvyZxo/T16-fJ9X6oI/AAAAAAAADqI/HaJaKxYuxfg/s1600/themoreyouknow.jpg
[quote=tooth]I met this guy at LAN and he was a good guy. He even let lent Novice his 120hz monitor for the LAN so Novice wouldn't have to play demo at 60hz(comatose/screwball played medic). I don't know how this works with depression but I sincerely hope you can be yourself sometime without the help of medication. Best of luck![/quote]
With depression, "Yourself" is essentially you when you're super apathetic and devoid of any effort. Unfortunately those with clinical depression will need to take medication for the rest of their lives if they want to be able to function normally.
[img]http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-21_jyYvyZxo/T16-fJ9X6oI/AAAAAAAADqI/HaJaKxYuxfg/s1600/themoreyouknow.jpg[/img]
cheer up, I've seen people do much worse and stand by it.
EDIT: And I mean "cheer up" in a encouraging way; I know depression is much more complicated than just feeling "down in the dumps." Wish you all the best.
cheer up, I've seen people do much worse and stand by it.
EDIT: And I mean "cheer up" in a encouraging way; I know depression is much more complicated than just feeling "down in the dumps." Wish you all the best.
don't be so hard on yourself. if people can't accept you for who you are the fuck em
don't be so hard on yourself. if people can't accept you for who you are the fuck em
Lots of respect to you for doing this, Comatose. One of the coolest players in tf2. Is actually pretty good at medic and soldier. I hope everyone else will accept his apology. Now if only I could start over too :(
EDIT: I personally would like to start over with the community and have the sens jokes and all other jokes come to an end. I would actually like that so much. I hate being hated by most people in the community, especially you cyzer. Not sure what I did to you but you seem to hate me for whatever reason. So I want to apologize for everything I have done.
Lots of respect to you for doing this, Comatose. One of the coolest players in tf2. Is actually pretty good at medic and soldier. I hope everyone else will accept his apology. Now if only I could start over too :(
EDIT: I personally would like to start over with the community and have the sens jokes and all other jokes come to an end. I would actually like that so much. I hate being hated by most people in the community, especially you cyzer. Not sure what I did to you but you seem to hate me for whatever reason. So I want to apologize for everything I have done.
i went to a LAN as well with screwball, though i didnt really talk to him, there didnt seem to be anything off-putting about him
but you owned up to your mistakes, what more can someone ask for
i went to a LAN as well with screwball, though i didnt really talk to him, there didnt seem to be anything off-putting about him
but you owned up to your mistakes, what more can someone ask for
That took a lot of courage, props to you.
That took a lot of courage, props to you.
ill accept you as soon as the community accepts tenaciousg
ill accept you as soon as the community accepts tenaciousg
ukmill accept you as soon as the community accepts tenaciousg
what if screwball is actually female
[quote=ukm]ill accept you as soon as the community accepts tenaciousg[/quote]
what if screwball is actually female