There's your problem, your attitude is keeping you down. You can show marked improvement and dig yourself outta this hole by reviewing your own demos, comparing them to top players, taking notes on what you do right and what you do wrong, etc.

There also lies the fact that you're overthinking everything, and letting anxiety dominate your mindset. TF2 is also about mentality, so I'd recommend doing some meditation and other mental exercises before hopping into a game.

i loved psychology
already knew almost all the content taught in it
slept through 75% of the classes and still got an A

i'd recommend putting

sv_allow_point_servercommand always

in your autoexec so you don't have to type it every time you play a juggle map

https://i.imgur.com/jxv6kFJ.jpg

basechat.res - if your hud doesn't have it, use the one from ahud or rayshud
edit: use a corresponding chatscheme.res as well

dl please OwO

statsummary_embedded.res -> ClassBar1A, 1B, etc.
don't edit classbarbg elements though

See, this is a major issue. A PTSD-inflicted individual who's shown strong-enough symptoms to have police called
A) Shouldn't be carrying a firearm in a public place and
B) Should've received extensive mental care.
This is a major reason why mass shootings occur; individuals who should be receiving mental care are granted access to firearms. For example, Madden shooter David Katz had 26 police visits to his house in a span of 13 years (some of which were unreasonable calls by Katz), yet still managed to legally purchase a 9mm and a .45 (source)

TL;DR We're far too lax on allowing mentally ill individuals to obtain/purchase firearms.

This is FROYO's first ESEA map loss since August 17, 2017, where they lost 5-1 to Ascent on Snakewater in the upper bracket final. That's 14 months to the day.

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the one super-competitive season of invite finally happens and everything just falls apart, so devastating

they fixed pistol rounds, i'm so happy

hell yes i can finally play a version of tf2 where pyro isn't total aids

why can't they just add garbuglio and make that a roster :(

set your inventory to friends only and the messages should stop