the only reason i'm saying this is because i think some of these issues (which aren't necessarily you're fault - please don't feel guilt over this) have transferred onto your online appearance. i don't want people to hurt or mock you for that. you can look into therapy as others have suggested; this is just my two cents on the matter :)

Brock, I think you have an unhealthy relationship with your work. it seems like you highly depend on your performance and place too much pressure on yourself to be "the best". it's not an easy journey but i'd recommend that you think about how these elements of your life, such as work, friends, etc., relate to you being able to find peace with whatever flaws you might have

mods please delete. issue solved

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2InL5c_vZSY

Fly high

15
Started playing when I was 9

Dustbowl

https://i.imgur.com/adPKyKt.png

https://youtu.be/coi5uM8WAxo

"A certain other Youtuber would have eventually posted about these"
This is a bad attitude. sure, that certain other YouTuber might post about them, but you're ultimately just adding fuel to the fire, and also bringing these cheats to a new target audience!
anyways what is he trying to imply about using cheats when he mentions how Valve rarely VAC ban people today? nobody should resort to an argument like that just to save their own skin while making a vid like this. not a good look!

soldier team captain average DPM is room temperature

A handful of times too many. You will never be accepted in this community ever again because of your sheer will to violate others. Knowing that, why did you even make this post?

we like to talk about RGL as if the league is run by a single person, but I think that the issues RGL is currently facing (include the whole Elijah situation) have arisen because of a divide between the admins and their inability to govern/take action because of that - Arcadia already suggested this in post #36. it'll probably be better for us to recognise that RGL isn't just a single entity, but a bunch of individual leaders, if we want to approach, let alone boycott them

4 VERSUS SAXTON HALE maps and 0 TC maps it's over

Both are friends with pedophiles?

chmod -x $HOME/.local/share/Steam/ubuntu12_64/steamwebhelper

removing/renaming steamwebhelper.exe and starting the client with -noverifyfiles.

-vgui does bring back the older ui for the top section, but unfortunately you still can't disable steamwebhelper even with it enabled (at least on Linux). the new client just assumes you have webhelper enabled when trying to do some CEF stuff and crashes if you've chmod -x'd it:

src/steamUI/steamuisharedjscontroller.cpp (529) : Failed creating offscreen shared JS context
src/steamUI/steamuisharedjscontroller.cpp (529) : Failed creating offscreen shared JS context
src/steamUI/steamuisharedjscontroller.cpp (529) : Fatal assert; application exiting
src/steamUI/steamuisharedjscontroller.cpp (529) : Fatal assert; application exiting

chmod -x $HOME/.local/share/Steam/ubuntu12_64/steamwebhelper

removing/renaming steamwebhelper.exe and starting the client with -noverifyfiles.

FYI this doesn't seem to work anymore with the new Steam client update. seems like they removed basically all of the old non-webhelper interface