Bumping this! I'll basically talk to anyone at this point, I don't bite <3

My name is Ryan, I'm 16 and haven't played comp in two years but today I epiphanically remembered how much fun I had with my team back then -- dicking around in open, heal-hogging on roamer, just lost in the joy of human accompaniment -- and I felt a burning desire to do it all over again; not necessarily the comp stuff, but the friendship!!! I knew that if I were to try for that, I would better look here first :) Because although I don't play it at all any more, TF2 holds a special place in my heart and is the home to many of my best memories

My interests:
Literature: David Foster Wallace, Walt Whitman/adjacent transcendentalist writers e.g. Edward Carpenter, Jack Kerouac, WWI war poetry, Rumi, Kuzhali Manickavel, Arundathi Roy, Jang Eun-Jin, Oscar Wilde
(normie) Music: Red Hot Chili Peppers, TWICE, ILLIT, Beabadoobee, Japanese Breakfast, Coldplay, Faye Wong
(slightly weirder) Music: Animal Collective/Panda Bear, Spacemen 3, Pavement, Bark Psychosis, Lightning Bolt, Hella, Gang Gang Dance, John Frusciante, Battles, Dot Hacker, The Durutti Column, Tortoise, Built to Spill, The Flaming Lips, Interpol, Colin Stetson
Computer science: I LOVE competitive programming! I've done hundreds of LeetCode problems in C++ before, it's a favourite hobby of mine :D I also use Debian Linux and was on Gentoo for over a year

add me on Discord (my username is simple_as_grass) if you want to talk! much love, thank you for reading this <3

Gonna prank Rahmed when he brings back Rahmixes

https://c.tenor.com/-tmctXlkuBAAAAAd/tenor.gif

vacillate is a good one, love the Latin undertones :)
I'd go for:

• iota
  
• oneiric
  
• viscous
  
• tender
  
• otiose
  
• anhedonic
  
• epiphanic
  
• erudite
  
• nascent/nascency

I'm not entirely sure how but I can confirm that changing your username to delete_my_account doesn't do the trick

Pretty Boy's Pocket Pussy

I'm interested!

15

anything from Loscil - Plume

hot dogs and hand grenades?

rando rage

the only reason i'm saying this is because i think some of these issues (which aren't necessarily you're fault - please don't feel guilt over this) have transferred onto your online appearance. i don't want people to hurt or mock you for that. you can look into therapy as others have suggested; this is just my two cents on the matter :)

Brock, I think you have an unhealthy relationship with your work. it seems like you highly depend on your performance and place too much pressure on yourself to be "the best". it's not an easy journey but i'd recommend that you think about how these elements of your life, such as work, friends, etc., relate to you being able to find peace with whatever flaws you might have

mods please delete. issue solved

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2InL5c_vZSY

Fly high