i'll be there

whenever their med spawns or fades hit tab and look at the server time and add 20 to the seconds. they will have uber the next time there are that many seconds.

ex.
med spawns at 10:32
32+20=52
the med will have uber at 9:52 the soonest

for the 50's just replace 5 with 1
for the 40's just remove the 4

also kritz takes 32 seconds

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=43V6wA4Y75Q

how embarrassing

its fake

my steam just went offline

csgo more like csno

To answer your question; I think suicide can be justified. Some people have terrible life-long illnesses that makes life extremely painful without any chance at a healthy, enjoyable life, those are instances where I think suicide is the answer. From your post that doesn't sound like you're in that situation; sure you have some mental illnesses but you're definitely not incapable of having a good, healthy, enjoyable life. It might not be easy, it might even be the hardest thing you'll ever do but it will be worth it. Others have already given you most of the advice I would've given you so I'm just going to leave you with this quote;

it gets worse before it gets better.

beautiful
i'm in tears

oh nvm i read your post wrong

except frags sway the public's opinion. instead of reading, thinking and forming their own opinion they just accept whatever the frags say. it is a form of mind control.

notable example:

frags tell me what the masses think, sometimes they're right but sometimes.... they're terribly wrong.

any community with some kind of karma/frag system is doomed to become a giant circlejerk

what kind of material is your desk made of?

i think the carpet thing isn't that big of a deal because it's so far away from your mouse. i think it's more about things that are close to your mouse like your hair, or maybe animals that like to hang around your desk? or maybe static electricity coming from the glass on your crt monitor?

i'm interested to hear from our pony tailed friends and their experience with their g400.