tonyswedeyMecha_CopEven if you don't get a team you should be ok. You'll have plenty of time to pug, dm/mge, and watch demos of better players before next season and should be way better than you are now. I believe in you. :)
thx sexhaver but like i wanna do something with the 5 years of tf2 experience and not be known as a mixlord(i cant even be a puglord cause i get 10th picked or not at all). After that first pug when i didn't do too good as med i was immediately known for being a troll(thx akemi) and i cant even redeem myself
it does suck that you see that you are unable to redeem yourself, but in this situation i think the best you can do is to get past that akemi said u were a troll, and just keep adding up. even if your fatkidded a shitton, those pugs you do eventually get picked in add up, soon you'll find yourself getting picked more and more. dont worry, it just takes time and patience
(besides things that akemi say shouldnt even matter bc hes honestly not a threat ever LOL)