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#3 why arent videogames fun anymore in The Dumpster

ikr why did videogames go from being genuinely fun to becoming only a distraction what is this scam

posted about 3 years ago
#3 chest and arms? in The Dumpster

thank u for beautiful post

posted about 3 years ago
#3 How to make a no borwser steam shortcut in Customization

what benefit does this have

posted about 3 years ago
#17 boshy banned in TF2 General Discussion

i didn't know he was a furry damn that sucks

posted about 3 years ago
#4 tf_weapon_? in Q/A Help

i refuse to believe 2018 was 3 years ago

posted about 3 years ago
#5 Nairo :D in Esports

who tf

posted about 3 years ago
#5 Discuss: in The Dumpster

thank u carnaticum

posted about 3 years ago
#20 Discussion: rgl is bad in TF2 General Discussion
ghadilliyou have correctly identified the problem with rgl

so why are they acting that way? this is a genuine question. like is there a reason for them to act that way? im out of the loop when it comes to this whole thing.

posted about 3 years ago
#18 Discussion: rgl is bad in TF2 General Discussion
randyw the problem is rgl is concerned with creating an online safe space rather than a competitive gaming league. they appoint weirdos to mod/admin that are not representative of the playerbase at all. the game is too small to be profitable, so therefore the game should belong to the community, not redditors (exa, sigafoo, makka, etc) that are trying to make the game "sponsor friendly".

is it really that hard to create both a safe space and a competitive gaming league? a competitive gaming league doesn't have to be filled with slurs, but at the same time you shouldn't ban an invite team for using slurs in a map review. Why not just use a few warnings before banning people? wouldn't that just solve most of the problems relating to behavior, or am i over simplifying?

posted about 3 years ago
#9 Discussion: rgl is bad in TF2 General Discussion

can someone fill me in on what rgl has done, i've been living under a rock, i heard they banned MAL for using the n-word in map reviews without a warning, what else did rgl do?

posted about 3 years ago
#48 mal players banned from rgl in TF2 General Discussion

are they not supposed to get a warning first or something

posted about 3 years ago
#8 most intimidating hat in Off Topic

spine chilling skulls usually

posted about 3 years ago
#11 how do i deal with near crippling anxiety in Off Topic
kordyanmann up ladies

thanks im cured tyvm

posted about 3 years ago
#10 how do i deal with near crippling anxiety in Off Topic
EntropyTFFor me a combination of therapy and exposure has helped a lot. I understand that therapy isn't accessible for everyone so I'm just gonna point out that the things that actually made a difference in therapy were pretty much exactly what zheep posted. I have no doubt that even without the structure of therapy those things can help. Learning how to properly take deep breathes is invaluable even if it sounds corny.

When I was younger my anxiety was crippling. I couldn't go more than a day without having an anxiety attack at school, my cycling thoughts shaped my interactions with everyone around me and I couldn't even bring myself to answer the phone. I even dropped out of school as a direct result. I know my experience may not be super relevant but I think its important to hear that things can get better. I spent a lot of time practicing my breathing so that it became automatic when the anxiety came on and my brain started to get hazy, I tried to open up more about how I was feeling to those around me and practiced the shit out of mindfulness. Today I have a job I'm really happy with where amazingly I answer the phone all day, I feel like I'm able to talk and connect with people without letting my insecurities shape how I'm acting and I'm overall a bit happier. Not perfect, not cured, but happier.

All of that work took years, it was slow going and a lot of the time it was one step forward, two steps back. Just try and remember that working on your mental health is like flexing a muscle. Building habits is really really hard at first and that's okay. Make the progress you can when you can and when you aren't in a spot to challenge yourself that is totally okay. It gets easier over time, albeit slowly.

Sorry for the rant. I really wish you the best and I really am confident things can get better for you.

That does give hope, thank you, and I'm glad you're doing better.

BvI think what's really important to realize is that fear is your mind trying to protect yourself from something, which is at first a good thing. The problem with anxiety is that your fear develops into something that more than negatively affects your everyday life and even though it might have been rational at first it may become irrational.
If you live in a country with a healthcare system they should cover your costs for therapy but judging by your comments you probably aren't which is sad. You could check out this website https://www.healthygamer.gg/ I have not made any experiences with them I just agree with the opinions of the person who built the organization so therefor I think it's worth giving it a try. Oh the creator also has a youtube channel so he might have some videos that could help you!

From my experience I think it's most important to just talk to someone about your anxiety it's the best thing you can do.
It doesn't have to be a therapist just someone who is willing to listen to what you have to say and also is interested in what you're saying. The things that were previously in your mind that made so much sense might, when you say them out loud (or write them out like others suggested) all of the sudden feel completely irrational and stupid.
But this of course depends on your anxiety I think it's really important going further to find out which anxiety it is you have/ what it's all about. Depending on that you can find a lot more specific help but the things I wrote above always help (not only for anxiety btw). If you are willing to share what your anxiety is about I think a lot of people would be willing to give you further advice on what helped them the most to cope with similar issues but you definitely don't have to!

I mostly have experience with OCD and things related to social anxiety, which for me could be put as "things where you're afraid of the responses from others either indirectly or directly" so that's where my view comes from.
I think that you creating this posts is a showing of a lot of courage and I wish you all the best!

The website looks neat, I'll check it out, thank you! Also, it's mostly separation anxiety and a number of other things mentally. Thank you though! That really helps. :)

y'all are so fucking nice wtf

posted about 3 years ago
#11 paedophilia in tf2 in TF2 General Discussion

wait you encounter pedos in pubs?? what. Do they just hit on minors in the middle of a match??

posted about 3 years ago
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