could i wait till im on my deathbed and then restart my life?

hanging out with friends!!!

https://gematsu.com/gallery/albums/pokemon-sun-moon/august-1-2016/Pokemon-Sun-and-Moon_2016_08-01-16_014.jpg

Personally the switch to tf2pl has completely killed pugging for me.
Since I haven't actively played etf2l in a very long time I was not put in advanced. Because I've played for high teams for the past 3 offseasons or so I and feel like I'm very much capable of playing in the advanced league (I used to play pugs pretty much every day with everyone who got put in advanced and do fine). My request got denied little over a week later and after I wrote a very long essay to the admin that denied my request about why I felt like I've been placed into the wrong div. After 2 days of waiting I got a response from the admin, who told me to resend my request.
It's now been over two weeks since I sent my request. Nothing has happened. I can't bring myself to enjoy playing amateur due to the general lack of game quality compared to what I used to experience a month ago.
I would prefer not having to bring this up publicly but honestly the communication between tf2pl has been nothing short of appalling. It's extremely frustrating to just be stuck in this limbo of having to either a). spend 9 hours playing my main grinding shitty pugs that aren't fun and overall just wasting my time or b). just not play at all and spend my time doing something that isn't tf2.
I didn't intend for this post to be so long but it seems like there is just no way around it
have a nice day xoxo

can u change ur profile pic to some cartoon character whos crying in like 2 months when ur relationship doesnt work out so i can make a VERY FUNNY thread about it thanks

back when tf2 was good...

cba blowing this up anymore than i already have
ask someone else who saw the post

god forbid i make a joke about public information
when a guy posts a pic of his own shit its up for like 3 hrs but when i make an off the cuff joke about a very public figure it gets removed within 30 minutes

There Is No Ethical Consumption Under Capitalism

https://youtu.be/5fo3iriSj9w?t=1h55m19s
words cannot describe the rush i got from watching this live
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s_n6e7CnhyE
this entire video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l93KB2qZ4q8
probably one of the most jaw dropping shots in a casted game
https://youtu.be/eHIBXauuVks?t=34s
sideshows reaction alone makes this one of the most memorable sdb shots, along with the fact that this game is an absolute classic

https://i.imgur.com/LitAtQz.png

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rbhRHV4XkJw

https://clips.twitch.tv/BlazingDeafInternKappa

theres actually already a monkey who plays this game who has the alias ignis!
funny enough he played scout this last season :DD

tf2 helped me realise that im waaay more extroverted than i thought
also let me meet people that i never would have met if i hadnt played