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Aw man =(

Happy New Year! If this is the appropriate time to yell it! Was a dope af night.

What are YOU going to do on New Year's Eve?
Personally going to Drum n' Bass rave hosted at the local Chinese restaurant lol, apparently you can get springrolls and shit while you rave sounds pretty cool.
Any EPIC new year's promises?

^Also I hate winger, it's direct upgrade for pistol, pistol does not reward even perfect tracking for shit. You are always better off reloading your scatter.
So now what we will have is scouts having access to every single possible highground in every single map with no issues. Soldiers are going to have a lot of fun. And I thought ppl generally said scout is frustrating because of how fucking destroying the class is if you've got aim.
Imo both winger and atomizer should be banned, but winger only cuz I'm so accustomed to using normal PISTOL and the weapon really just gives scout the ability to jump higher with literally only downside being NO-QUADPISTOL.

Bread

Hi, my name is Steve Phelps, you may know me from such services as TraderMAINeacs.org and Steezyweezy 24/7 2-Fort Fast-Respawn servers, and These Global Whitelist Changes Made Me Want To Start Playing Competitive Team Fortress 2 Right Away! Thank you! Looking For Team!

Before These Global White List Chang Es I Wasnt Even Considered To Be A Competitive Player BUT NOW I Have Become Very Interested!

I will also tell my brother Sophia that GLobaL wHItelist CHanges Happened, and IT WILL make Him CERTAINLY start competitive, with his my little pony mafia friends from his Steve Jobs-appreciation 24/7 turbine server! OMG

Why must we make playing competitive more annoying just because some weapons aren't op, trying to suck Valve's dick or get nonexistent players that don't exist and won't join any of these leagues by these retarded whitelist changes? I can't wait for what Valve next has on their mind, probably they think scout is underpowered and needs 200% speed buff, and heavy needs a 420% overheal to compensate his obesity and fat-shaming.

Edit: acting like a victim etc.

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Accidentally posted new one instead of editing this one, sigh.

Edit I somehow fucked the quotes, and the other on on the other site as well

Like for many others, life has been incredibly painful for me, in my case I wanted to cut my throat at the age of 5. I'm going to see a cognitive therapist in early January, which most certainly will be helpful. As nice and friendly I may seem to people I have incredible amounts of pain inside me ever since I was born, I always was a very empathetic kid. My brother told me that apparently I've always been really really good at hiding my problems, anything really. This year, 2017 has just been the most fucked up year of my life, I'm really lucky to be alive atm.
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I have been depressed and had suicidal thoughts at the age of 5 all because of my shitty genetics and fuckin ADHD. My childhood was just incredible pain, i damaged myself physically and emotionally as a kid alot, each night wishing to die. I shamed and punished myself for being sad, which is fucked up.

I'm very sorry to concern you guys yet again, but I do have severe anxiety- and panic disorders, and as far far as I remember I have it between moderate/major depression. The thing with my depression is that I'm not just sleeping all day, being really sad, upset or "emo" for the most part, it starts to happen though when i'm alone for too long. Its more about me not getting genuine joy out of absolutely anything, except when I get to be myself with my close friends and feel safe around them, because my friends and my 1 brother are only ppl I really consider my family, my childhood was utter pure shit.

Loneliness and the lack "proximity?" of my friends is really sad to me, but I obviously they don't always have the time for me, hangin in such big groups at times, understandably, especially because they ride by a car a lot, I do ask to join every now and then and do it but they are mostly packed. I'm pretty sure I have season-related depression as well and Winter always makes me passive as shit, there's only couple hours of light during a day and even that light feels cold kind of light to me opposed to the yellow-ish sunlight

EDIT: but yes, I know life is ups and downs, the super shitty thing about winter is that it makes me as anxious to go outside as staying inside =/ after being alone long enough I start get into my head and see that little kid doing so much fucking damage to himself, because one disorder dickhead doctor denied me having ADHD, motherfucker got fire long ago but he essentially ruined my life, instead of going to school drunk I could've taken ADHD-medication and get something done.