AMC
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Signed Up October 8, 2012
Last Posted March 1, 2023 at 12:45 PM
Posts 299 (0.1 per day)
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#2 Roamer LFT Open S15 in Recruitment (looking for team)

The most dedicated player you can try.

Pretty decent DM and enough gamesense to know when to make plays.

Improves very fast!

posted about 10 years ago
#1 High open team looking for players. in Recruitment (looking for team)

Hi! I am looking to form a high open team for S15.

We are looking for solid players who are chill, dedicated and reliable.

Our roster:

Medic:Searching
Pocket:AMC
Roamer:Searching/dobb
Demo:Searching/dobb
Scouts:TheLastNoise/Searching

Dobb will play either demo or roamer depending on if we find the right players.

Add me on steam:
http://steamcommunity.com/id/AMC___/

posted about 10 years ago
#57 i46 documentary in TF2 General Discussion

""USA! USA! USA!" -The Movie"

posted about 10 years ago
#51 i46 documentary in TF2 General Discussion
marteneverytime this thread gets bumped, i am secretly hoping it is the actual documentary

Same :C

posted about 10 years ago
#79 Best medic in whole TF2 universe in TF2 General Discussion
Mangachujune 4th last post
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It showed up as recent for me. :\

posted about 10 years ago
#42 What class should I main? in TF2 General Discussion

I'd say its probably more helpful to watch streams of other players playing their mains than to pug and lobby to find which you prefer, the lobby and pug environment drastically changes the role of the class. Everytime you play a pug or lobby you have to rediscover your team and spend energy getting to know them, so certain aspects of classes can be over emphasized, such as who to prioritize as medic for who you get on the pug(Which can devolve into following one guy around the entire game at the expense of the other players), or DM for most other classes. I don't feel like this gives you an accurate representation of the classes, and the roles they play.

I would watch some high level streams or vods, and see which style you would like to embody.

posted about 10 years ago
#71 Best medic in whole TF2 universe in TF2 General Discussion

Watching PYYYOUR play on FLOW made me want to switch to medic.

posted about 10 years ago
#17 Fails in TF2 General Discussion
MarxistI have my kill bind bound to the J key... I also have a forward spawn bind bound to the M key... Once, as medic, I went to forward spawn in a scrim and killed myself.

Somehow in a match, magically, and I'll never know how, an extra attack2 bind attached itself randomly to my mumble button. I popped uber when I tried to describe how I wanted to use it, we got the force and got out thankfully before I quickly brought console down and typed "unbind mouse4" which I didn't realize was my real uber bind, not the mumble button. I thought I had fixed it, and continued to play, getting into a dangerous situation and trying to pop the uber I just unbound, before dropping and freaking out.

posted about 10 years ago
#2 LFT S15 Scout Low/Mid IM in Recruitment (looking for team)

The best.

posted about 10 years ago
#7 G500 accel? in Hardware

I used the g400s its amazing.

I hear the WMO 1.1 is the best choice though.

posted about 10 years ago
#6 Drawings for Ghos7 in Off Topic
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Soldier with black kabuto? :3

EDIT: some of the image gets cut off might need to drag it into another tab to see it.

posted about 10 years ago
#4 Medic LFT Open S15 in Recruitment (looking for team)

Extremely dedicated and fun to work with.

Very solid choice.

posted about 10 years ago
#28 Sezco Appreciation thread. in Off Topic

Love the stream, I am a new viewer going to watch it more.

posted about 10 years ago
#7 Why does twitch delete my videos? in TF2 General Discussion

click on the gear and hit save forever when viewing your own VOD.

highlighting does save them forever.

posted about 10 years ago
#111 Emotional Experiences in Off Topic

I was baptized when I was 5, I was always the most religious of any of the children in our family. I always felt a special connection with Jesus, and god, from before I could even read, what felt like a personal relationship. I worked hard in the early catholic schools to learn the prerequisites to being baptized and confirmed, first communion and so on. I was probably the only kid who actually studied the bible at those early ages, my family always took me to church and Sunday school.I spent a lot of time with my catholic grandparents, however my mother didn't like the catholic church so we went to a baptist church instead, and the Sunday school, I was constantly struggling with what parts of the bible to take seriously and which to not.

I was always a big fan of taking most things literally, but at the same time I was introduced to science at a young age as well. When I was 14 I got into some creationist pamphlets at the Sunday school, and started looking at some of the books, my family was all too happy to buy me Christian books. Even though they themselves weren't literalist, or creationists. my 14 year old brain was easily convinced by these creationist writings. My family always just wrote me off whenever I tried to talk about it, I can imagine they thought it was a phase I would grow out of. I loved the books and I loved Jesus and my god more than anything, praying, "talking to god/Jesus" and so on. The strangest phenomena is that growing up I could always hear a response or feel one, by god or Jesus, and felt a presence with me, maybe it was a function of my brain changing as I grew up and matured, that made that imaginary friend go away.

But to me, the disappearance of this source of relief from the constant bullying and isolation at school, emotional abuse and belittling by my family (I feared weekends, holidays and breaks from school because being bullied and isolated was far better than the psychotic outbursts by my mother, who told me almost everyday how fat lazy and disgusting I was, the violent outbreaks by my brother, who would physically damage me roughly for long periods of time, the crippling loneliness that came from realizing noone in my family was going to do anything about it, and I couldn't talk to anyone about it. I spent most of my energy masking all emotion to hide my pain so the treatment wouldn't get worse, but whatever I did would make it worse, I remember clearly being slapped and violently shook while my mother shouted "SHOW SOME GOD DAMN EMOTION FOR ONCE" and keeping every ounce of energy on retaining my composure, and every time I got through an emotional ordeal without breaking down I considered it a victory.)

But then I was in this situation without the voice of Jesus or god in my head where it was very clear before, and everything about me had been built around Jesus, prior to that, to think it might all have been nothing, that I was wrong about god, was so unthinkable because my thought processes all revolved around Jesus and god.

I was alone in school by choice because opening up to others might let more emotion loose, and I might break down in tears, I shrunk into a small corner in my house and tried to focus on my video games or books enough to drown out the rest of the people who lived there, tried to avoid the family meals, if I could.

She helped my brother get a drivers license, but I "was too unreliable and might run someone over." She helped my brother get a hunting license and firearm license but "I might shoot someone by accident," helped him get a job, but assumed I wouldn't do well. Without hearing the voice of even my imaginary friend Jesus I felt utterly and completely alone. I can't emphasize that sense of loneliness, that sentence enough, I had noone.

I was begging and screaming to god or Jesus alone in the dark every night in bed, whenever I was alone for about a year, "please I don't want a miracle, please Jesus just be there for me, talk to me like you used to talk to me, where did you go, please I love you;" while in tears.

I got more and more frustrated, and initially as an act of rebellion decided to look into books about atheism, and I dug into Richard Dawkins "God delusion" at a borders, in the cafe to give it my first trial, and I couldn't believe I never read it before, I kicked myself for not looking at both sides, it made so much sense and it felt like a curse of great sadness had been lifted, for once I understood the beauty of the world for what it was. I wasn't restrained by the desire to be as "perfect" as I could for a "perfect" being in old old books written by bronze age minds.

I was so proud and happy about this newfound clarity that I wanted to shout it from the rooftops so to speak, but that made my family treat me even worse, now to them, I was a satanist, and must be closely monitored, constantly mocked.

This is about when i picked up smoking, and for the next 2 years, my intense desire to meditate and learn control of my own mind, was strong enough to push aside reality just enough to survive.

So many times in my life have I come close to ending it, the only thing stopping me is that I never wanted to be just another short obituary, forgotten after a week, I wanted so much to do it, to hurt my family as much as they hurt me, to be floating above my funeral in etheric form watching them cry and regret the things they did, the cruel words and actions, realizing how much they truly did hurt me, but I could never do it because I knew they could redefine the story, without me, people would think I was a retarded satanist delinquent that wasn't good at anything, that it was my fault not theirs that things had happened like this, so the first chance I got I left, I went to another city in another state, and they called the police to make sure I was OK and wasn't kidnapped and all I could feel was hatred, and insulted, the fact that they hurt me so much, and then continue to feel and act as though they care about me, to push me away and then ask me to come back, drove me insane.

They would call me and I would play along, in case I ever needed them again, but be sick to my stomach after every phone call or any exchange, they told me my brother was incredibly sad at Christmas without me, how it wasn't the same, but that made me happy, not even a little bit sad, because at that point all I wanted was for them to feel pain like they made me feel, to feel as alone as I did.

A separate big emotional experience happened 2 years after that where 2 years of not being able to afford to brush my teeth, along with smoking and soda causes them to begin falling out one by one, breaking whenever I ate something hard or accidentally bit my fork or chopstick, coupled with constant pain from the split open teeth and the lack of hope with no money to pay for a dentist was an incredibly devastating experience. The constant pain made it so I couldn't think straight and couldn't work, lost my job then I lost my home, because I couldn't fight through the pain to see the world clearly enough to do my job.

posted about 10 years ago
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