Imagine you're at the lowest point in your life

You're sitting in a back alley in a big city. You're huddled up by the box that has become your home, begging for change. You've been homeless for months, and your homelessness has led to depression. The only way you know to cope is with drugs. You've been addicted to tar for months, and it's ruined you. As you sit there, thinking of how everything went so wrong, you see showstopper.

What would you do