So I have only one friend and all we did together was take extremely long walks. About 6 months ago we went hiking on a mountain and liked it and we were hyped to go on a few more in the summer. A week after the hike I got drunk and injured my knee, an injury that I still have and will continue having for about 6 more months despite the first doctor's initial estimation of 2 weeks. So since I couldn't walk, I only met with him 3 times in the summer and he also invited me to spend a week on an island with him and some of his friends which was the only time I was invited to something like that and I couldn't go. I also had to quit swimming that I was starting to really enjoy. This is the summer that was supposed to be the last one that I allowed myself to not get a job and just have fun before I start uni and do adult stuff. At least I still had tf2 though and played as much as I could but it still really fucking sucked. Now that I moved out for uni my dad wouldn't let me take the laptop with me. So I have no friends, I can't swim, and I can't play tf2 which were all the things I did for fun. I have absolutely no social skills to make any friends and no money to drown the boredom with drugs or alcohol. I spend a significant portion of the day starring at nothing waiting for time to pass. I never knew it was possible to be this bored for such a long period of time.