rayguni been playing this game since i was 13, im 20 now and im trying more than ever to have a better mental (personal life related mostly)
def similar experience for me. stepping away from tf2 showed me that i was far too tolerant of shitty behavior, and that i was consistently shitty to my teammates. if people in this community are as serious about winning as they say they are, they would develop marginally more constructive communication skills. it sounds preachy and obviously im far from an excellent communicator myself but a small amount of self reflection can go a long way tbh.