I won main in season 10, tried to play adv scout, and my team got forced to play quals. we lost in quals but it didnt matter because all three teams in quals were forced to play invite.
I stuck through the beating season of invite to try and improve, and I did improve, but it wasnt very fun, and many nights were completely unproductive. I stuck thru it because I loved playing 6's, love the game, and wanted to try and improve.
After my season of invite, my team next season died, ostensibly because of my own personal life getting in the way. I stepped away, took an extended break. I rostered on a few silly teams, but genuinely havent played a meaningful game of tf2 since like week 5 in season 12. On top of that, I have no real achievements as a player, other than winning main in season 10. APPROACHING 4 YEARS AGO.
With time away focused on other games and mostly real life, I am really rusty at the game. I need a season, maybe more, to knock of rust and come anywhere close to being as good as i used to be at the game (WHICH WASNT VERY GOOD, MIND YOU). This leaves me in a spot where I am unable to play my main class in the most suitable division for my skill level due to arbitrary restrictions. I don't enjoy projectile classes, so I have no desire to play them. This leaves me with the options of either;
1. Offclass medic in main/adv
2. look for an advanced team to play scout on when the game is so dead that no one is looking, when i am not currently good enough to play advanced scout
I tried to do option one, and my team was killed because we had to many restrictions. All of our players had restrictions that I would consider silly or at least, strict, but the worst BY FAR is tree being unable to play soldier in main. She hasnt played in 3 years, and while yes, she has some advanced soldier experience, she had both of those teams die around halfway thru the season. She is restricted off soldier because she placed 4th in main on soldier , over 3 years ago. FOURTH PLACE. Additionally, in season 10 she was offclassing on doctor, so she did not win main on soldier.
Option two has literally 0 appeal to me. Why would i lft and tryout with randoms, when i can just play cs with my friends, any time I want to ? I am an adult with responsibilities, and the idea of adding a second, required job every night just so i can MAYBE get to play with my friends again ONE DAY in the future after I regrind a game I already dumped 15k hours into isnt appealing.
Despite these things, I still love 6's, follow the league and keep up with things going on, and try to keep up with my friends from the community as much as possible. This game and community had a massive impact on me, and it's really sad to me that I am effectively not able to play this game anymore. I'm sure i am not alone, we need to stop treating tf2 like some serious esport that you have to take seriously like a job and achieve the highest possible level you can as a player or you are like harming competitive integrity.
We play a videogame for fun. None of us make this our living, bar i guess one guy. This game is old, and so is our playerbase. rgl needs to cater to the people who want to play their game, and have for years, not just in lessening restrictions to allow people to actually enjoy playing with their friends, but also to make fundamental changes to the structure of seasons overall.