if you were "honestly playing legit" then you should get back to your play-doh and legos because you are nowhere near mature enough to play a game competitively with 5 strangers on the internet
you would spawn, hold w, die, and not say anything in mumble multiple lives in a row while typing to mangachu in allchat
tl:dr you are too dumb to know how dumb you are, see you in a few years
also enigma banned you because i told him to, he was just the first friend i saw who had admin