i'm glad that this humble bundle will allow everyone else to enjoy the wonder that is critter crunch

still available :V

my schedule lately has been wonky since my online class dropped a bomb on me, but i should be completely fine to play whenever starting on this coming sunday (the 6th)

a couple of teams asked me to be a starter for them, but i really don't think i'm willing to commit to a starting position anymore, plus i always disappear for a month or two during the summer (since i travel a lot - this summer is evo and sgdq and a few other locations i'm planning to hit up)

plus i have highlander on sundays/mondays early in the day

if people don't mind not having me for the summer, i don't mind starting, but i figure i should write that out so people are clear on why i'm just saying no

if i ever move out of hawaii i'll probably start my own team though

sal owns

he's cool

i miss LL pugs

i love to pug, but i always end up rarely getting picked because i'm never on an active team

all the in-house groups i'm a part of usually joke around and that's not really fun for me since i take pugs seriously (since it's the only competitive mode i have time for)

i like both 6v6 and 9v9 pugs, but i prefer 6v6 pugging since it feels way worse when there's a bad 9v9 pug than a 6v6 since it usually takes incredibly long to start

i only use irc and have never been a fan of lobbys (i think i've played in 3 or 4 total throughout its lifespan) and haven't tried tf2center, although i heard they're alright

this is unreal

i already competed in 1.6 way back when tf2 was in beta, so a ton of the people i played with in tf2 were already competitive players

we had a very active pug group and had cameos from a bunch of good players

all the pub servers (tf2f and [-Q-]) i went to were made up of a lot of the people that still actively play 6v6 today

i just started tagging along with teams for the sake of competition since 1.6 was getting stale for me at the time and just kept going

i don't know what i expected

6-player anaconda

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X_3VKPmVl8c

this is an interesting way of analyzing match data lol

i don't think i've ever seen a scatterplot actually used outside of classes

preference

the only other person that i can recall that does this is dl lol

also another big thing you could do is just try to move out of where you're living and try to have a change of perspective

if all the people around you are shitty, you could always try another part of the world to live in

i'm sure there are some people in the world that are worth living for, it's just that you haven't met them yet

i feel like you need another outlet for your frustrations

i personally have felt extremely suicidal in the past to the point where i had to stay in a mental hospital overnight for a very serious case of depression, but i am glad i did not do anything stupid because otherwise i wouldn't be enjoying myself today. everyone who is dealing with shit has their own story to tell, so what i did and what others did to overcome their depressive thoughts probably won't work the exact same way for you, but finding something positive to focus all the negative energy into really helped me. my outlet was school lol

there are a lot of people out there who do risky things for enjoyment, but usually they are chasing an adrenaline high over doing things for no purpose. i think you just need to try as many new things as you possibly can until you find something you really like to do, and focus everything on it

i would highly recommend you really rethink about your thoughts on murder, because taking a life is a very serious choice and probably one of the most wrong things you could possibly do while feeling like shit. it would seriously be a full on spiral towards oblivion if you go down that path, and if you really think about any past mistakes you did, were the mistakes and regrets ever really worth any of that

murder is a mistake that will follow you for the rest of your life and will haunt every path you take forever

dear vhalin

if the medic got a polar bear pal as an accessory, would you switch to playing the medic class

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