Ok so let's go through all of this real quick.
levi_frostySo he starts banging his mouse on his desk and screaming at team-mates because that's the only way he can let out his anger.
I was getting mad at myself for missing easy shots, why the fuck would I get mad at the team for ME missing, I'm not retarded.
levi_frostySCREAMING at Falkinghammer about how he was supposed to be on top of point helping him when there's two things behind, sure you'd like to know why he wasn't there to help you, but you don't fucking scream in the middle of a mid when comms are important.
Actually, I wasn't screaming at him. I asked him where he was on mid, and he said behind train. I said ok, but we need your damage on mid to be able to do anything, especially on this map, and I asked him to sit in house. He said he couldn't, because a scout would always rush him. At this point I did get irritated, not gonna lie, and I said loudly. "Next time just say something and I'll play close with you so they can't do it" and we did just that the next mid. The mid was already over, we had lost it, and we were getting back to 2nd point.
levi_frostyIf he's not yelling, he's holding his ptt and mumbling something under his breath that we can all hear audibly and clear.
My mumbling consists of "Oh fuck me", or "fuck", or "goddammit". It's just something I say, and I can't really help my mic picking it up, since it picks people up on different floors of my house.
levi_frostyHe also likes to call teams terrible and refuses to 'try' against them, but then proceeds to get absolutely PISSED that we are tied to some "low open" team.
I do actually say shit like this a lot, but most of the times its not serious. I've only ever thrown in scrims once, and that was when I went sniper for a full round. Also, yes, I do get annoyed when we tie to some team I consider worse then us, because I feel like we're not playing how we should be playing.
levi_frostyAnyway, back to the scrim. We were trading ubers on badlands middle choke, and I called a good 2-3 seconds prior that this is a solo. He *INSISTED* (screamed flash x20) that he get flashed even though the other team had flashed 2.
At first I called that I wasn't coming in on the uber. Then, when I saw they flashed people, I called that I was coming in, and I needed a flash. They popped before us and flashed 2, and I played close, so that when their uber faded before ours I could be in and clean up, since they would be pretty hurt post uber since they pushed un-ubered into a choke and forced to us.
levi_frostySmak (my pocket) says, "Yeah" just before ebsikl bursts into this absolute rage calling me a "retard" and that none of this would've happened if I just "kept it on him."
I also said yeah, and I never said you should "keep it on me" there, I know I played too deep, and I know it was my fault for dying there, but I never blamed you for it.
levi_frostyNot only does he RARELY accept critism, he also makes the mumble environment terrible when he's not feeling a scrim.
I do get mad, yes, because I take it very seriously. But me "rarely accepting criticism" is just a flat out lie dude. Whenever we have a scrim, I try and get marmaloo to watch our scrims and sit in mumble to listen to comms and help us out. Whenever we have a ringer, the first thing I ask them after the scrim is how I can improve there. I try and incorporate criticism into my play, and yes, I do complain when I start playing shitty, I'm sure most people can relate.
And in case anyone is thinking that I'm attacking this guy or being a dick to him, here are some chat logs.
3:20 PM - frosty: i can't play
3:20 PM - frosty: sorry
3:20 PM - ebsikl: I'm not blaming you
3:20 PM - ebsikl: I'm just saying my piece
3:25 PM - frosty: eh fuck it
3:25 PM - frosty: world needs to know
3:25 PM - ebsikl: Yeah
3:25 PM - ebsikl: Ty for being an adult about it and not getting mad at me
3:25 PM - ebsikl: I want to be friends still
3:25 PM - frosty: no
3:26 PM - ebsikl: Even if we cant work well on a team together
3:25 PM - frosty: i'm putting in my piece
3:26 PM - ebsikl: We can still be friends
3:26 PM - ebsikl: Ok
3:52 PM - frosty: you can read mine