BeersyI can (And did) do that in UGC, I also adressed this as "whats the point in playing ESEA if you arent already good". I have improved more in the past 2 seasons of UGC 6's than I have in ESEA because half my matches get ffw or cancelled. Please dont assume that just cuz I play a different leauge that I dont try to improve.
I am not inclined to believe your concept of demo review and improvement is very reliable considering your current stats against other steel players in 6s, and your 7 seasons in steel or lower HL. It is entirely possible your complaints are stemming from an inability to compete on the expected level of even a low open ESEA player. This isn't saying it isn't worth your time to improve, but it might be better to compete in pugs and UGC until you have reached a point where you aren't getting stomped by every team in your ESEA div.