hey saltystevensally, I think I kinda know how you feel. here's a big bloggy post for you to read and empathize with in a big beautiful first world problem circlejerk.
Up until I was 12 I lived on a farm in Michigan about 6 miles away from a very small town. I went to a small private school about 30 minutes away so I never gonna got to really know many people my age that lived by me. Not really a big deal because most of them were inbred hicks anyway, but I spent a lot of time by myself when I was younger, which made me really introverted. I have also gone to a a different high school every year. Spent my first year of HS in hawaii, 2 years in washington at 2 different schools, and I'm going to spend my senior year in Florida. I'm not sure about you, but to me feels kinda pointless to make friends when I know I'm leaving soon anyway.
My parents can also be pretty annoying too. They grounded me from my precious vidya games for 3 months because I didnt turn in a few assignments. A few of them were worksheets that were handed out while I was in Florida for a week so its not even all my fault.
Also, please don't give people shit about their gpa. Yeah if its a 2.1 and theyre failing all of their classes something is really wrong but some some schools are way harder than others. I've gone to many different schools so I am in a pretty good position (like I'm on top of the badlands mid crates as a scout against a soldier) to say that.
my test scores are also pretty good and my grades are also pretty mediocre, they're a lot better this year though. My scores aren't amazing but I've always scored well above average on every standardized test I've taken in the reading/writing sections. I'm only average at math though :( which kinda sucks because I wanna go into computer science. What's kinda funny though is that I had to take an entrance exam to get into a school in florida and I was in the top 10% in the math section out of everyone that had applied. My parents then got mad at me because they think I haven't been trying at all in math. I just got really lucky with my guessing. Maybe I should get a degree in guessing.
my parents also give me shit for choosing to play video games instead of hanging out with people. They're never very mean about it but its still kinda shitty. Its really irritating when they tell me to get off the computer when everybody else is watching tv (they love the big bang theory) or going on facebook.
so yeah, if you wanna call things gay as fucking fuck and complain about shit you can send me a message on steam. I would be happy to talk about things that are gay as fucking fuck with you <3