BadjaNo, sorry, but I'm giving up. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate all the feedback I get, but I didn't expect this video to be so flawed and I don't have the motivation to change up three quarters of the video. I originally put my soul into this, hoping that this would become my best video ever.
buddy, we all start somewhere.
two of my earliest projects i still have on public... they were p bad
At the time, these were my best videos ever. After I finished each, I vividly remember believing that they were the pinnacle of my editing career. I poured my soul into each and was often met with pretty rude and abrasive "criticism."
Just like almost every other skill, editing takes time, dedication, and motivation to see improvements. No matter how good you get, you are your biggest critic. You'll likely never be completely happy with a project you've done and will always find some detail, regardless of its size, that upsets you. You can give up now if you like, but realize that you'll never be able to truly grow and improve in something if you aren't willing to continuously put in the effort to get better.
Also, don't attempt to remake the video. No matter how bad any of my projects have been I have never attempted to remake or go back and modify any significant portions at all. You take the suggestions and criticism from the last and incorporate it into the new. With that said, best of luck.