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#1 Please understand you're worth it in TF2 General Discussion

I have no idea what I'm doing and at this point I'm terrified of life, but I know I love all of you, and that you all deserve to live happy and fulfilling lives. Maybe this is an empty thread that will fade into obscurity, but I love all of you. Find your fate, and own it.

posted 2 months ago
#233 ESEA Open S31 Happenings/Discussion in TF2 General Discussion

No, let's realize we're all in this together, and that there might be some weird blood among us, but we owe it to ourselves to keep pressing on. ScrewB you need help, and deny it all you want but it's true, but we don't need to fight each other. We are all on the same page. I refuse to believe we need to leave anyone behind, we all can be redeemed.

posted 2 months ago
#1 Don't ever feel like you're not worth it in Off Topic

You matter, even if it feels like life sucks, you have brought so much joy into this world by just existing and being yourself. Let's all use this time to enjoy the people who have brought unbridled joy into our lives.

Pete: I love you more than you'll ever know, you might truly be the best friend I've ever had.

Connor: I've never in my life had someone who had my back as much as you do, i love you so much

Ex: You were the most beautiful person I ever knew, and somehow I fucked up our relationship

Trip: You showed me what it meant to have someone truly believe in you, don't think I ever forgot that.

Luc: I never had anyone truly believe I was worth what you thought I was worth, and I love you for all you did for me

Safrix: I absolutely fucking love your sense of humor, please don't ever change, you're perfect.

We're not a large community, but I know we all have our heroes. Life is short, don't let your friends fade into obscurity, let them know you love them.

posted 2 months ago
#13 clorg looking demoman in Recruitment (looking for team)
lucrativeSpadesHe's good looking so he knows he can get away with whatever he wants.
Will smash through Open teams like a deer through a windshield

Too bad no one will understand this reference hahaha


now that I am a claims adjuster, I have to say clorg is a fool for not reporting that. Deer hits are not at fault accidents.

posted 2 months ago
#72 Mass shooting at Christchurch, New Zealand in World Events

Do you understand how hard it is for a human being to hear someone beg for help, look them in the eye, and kill them? It is hard wired in our instincts to not be able to do that, that is why soldiers need to be trained to kill. This man just did that with absolutely no problem, with the efficiency of a well trained killing machine. he did not need the outside help, he had his own fucked up deranged agenda, his manifesto is an absolute train wreck of ideas, he had no motive other than to just fuck with our society. If you actually look into all of it, this man just decided to go on a killing spree, and throw away his life and the life of 49 others. It was all a joke to him, he was laughing the entire video while he was running people over and shooting a shotgun out his window.

I get we want to make sense of tragedies, it really is a comfort to be able to say, oh well if we change this, then we'll all be ok! But this person wanted to hurt us, and we can't let that divide us. We have to stand strong, together, and accept this tragedy happened, and do our best to heal this wound. It won't be easy, 49 lives can't just be replaced, but we are a resilient race, and we can pick up the pieces and become stronger because of it.

posted 4 months ago
#70 Mass shooting at Christchurch, New Zealand in World Events

God dammit, that woman was begging for help, begging him not to do this, and he had absolutely no intention of letting her live. 49 lives in one day, they just wanted to do right by their families, raise their sons and daughters, leave the world a better place. and this man just ended all of that. Who the fuck cares about pewdiepie in this situation, 49 families will never be the same and there are people who would fuck with their memories. It's god damn shameful and you know it. Just stop, you know somewhere in your conscience you are letting yourself down.

posted 4 months ago
#74 What's got you down? in Off Topic


posted 4 months ago
#69 What's got you down? in Off Topic

It gets better, it really does. I don't care how empty that sounds right now, but it does. If you just stick it out, no matter how much it sucks, you can get to a place where life is amazing You have a choice, please. I love you, don't give in to despair.

posted 4 months ago
#7 trip lft s30 in Recruitment (looking for team)

posted 4 months ago
#45 What's got you down? in Off Topic

I love all of you so much, please don't ever feel like you're alone. Please don't feel afraid to reach out if life is getting to be too much. I love you, you matter, please, it gets better, trust me.

posted 4 months ago
#13 What's got you down? in Off Topic
Gritomai feel so empty and tired all the time and its starting to eat away at my irl life/responsibilities

its like im constantly on the brink of both getting fired and flunking out but all i wanna do is lie down

ive had to cancel scrims because i feel too shitty to lead a team and i feel like im letting them down

You chose to lead this team, you didn't choose to let it ruin your life. You don't owe this game or any of these players your future. You do have a responsibility to yourself, however, and you do owe it to yourself to give yourself the life you were born to live.

posted 4 months ago
#12 What's got you down? in Off Topic
catman1900adhd is so fucking lame dude

brain machine broke

edit: don't downfrag me I'm in pain.

I believe in you. Don't ever feel like you're not worth it, because you are. You deserve to remember what it means to be happy

posted 4 months ago
#1 What's got you down? in Off Topic

Hey, I get it. Life sucks sometimes, there is some shit you're dealing with that just seems like nothing else really matters. I just wanna say that no matter how dark everything seems, you'll get through this. You've gotten this far in life, and no matter how dark everything seems, I'm rooting for you. You will survive this <3

posted 4 months ago

Life is beautiful :)

and I love each and every one of you. You are all perfect in your own way, don't ever let anyone dull your sparkle, you have brought such a unique perspective to this world. I love all of you so much

posted 4 months ago
#1 Hey Look Ma! I Made It in Off Topic


What are some things you have overcome or accomplished over the last year that show you have value and appreciate yourself for all the hard-work you put into living this life? You are all so wonderful and amazing, please take a minute to recognize how much effort you are putting forward to better yourself and bring joy and happiness into this world.

Please don't ever feel you are undeserving of love.

posted 6 months ago
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