Talk to someone.

wow that is fucking horrible screw that guy that asked for your items. 1st of all don't let other people's expectations of you get to you. you are your own person and you do what you think is right and what makes you happy. fuck everyone else they don't know you like you know you. 2nd. do things that make you feel accomplished(whatever is applicable to you, how old are you btw) if you're in a depression or something it'll be hard to find what makes you happy/accomplished but you have to try. if it gets to a certain point seek professional help.

i have to go to sleep rn but if u need someone to talk to u can hmu on steam

edit: r u ok