Making tea.

Haviknf vodka and a pink monster. And some mystey flacvor enrerry dtiernk.

Getting another cup.

I woke up. Getting tea.

I woke up. I'm making tea.

I was sexaully harrassed once and falsely accused another time, both in middle school. School was hell. it ruined me. Even though I spent as much o it much of it skipping and sleeping outside instead it still ruined me.I spent most of it sleeping on the stairs at random apartments. Whernever I did go to school I'd just get harassed and robbed. At home it was my parents screaming at me every day. The only time it was okay is when I was playing vide ogames.
I'[d rather get beaten than yelled at. I hate being eylled at. I hate people being upset with me. It's unbearable.
My dad is a gambling fuck so if i daerd to even go get water I'd get screamed at for making slight noise and "bringing him misfortune" while he' was trying to gamble at 2 AM.
This tiny bottle was all I could afford for today and I finished it already. I'm going to bed.

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qadin tia sloc ie cold in essex coujtny when th e old
buildling toms isn the forms hof ohuses
and i cla siem he imhsel
agingggggggggggg inmt otlhit
tucked intooooo sompleace toronto
sayin why cat u be alinb aliveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
ANDDDDDDDDDD IT GOT OLD IN EESSEX COUNTY
WHEN HE SAT NXECT HOS IGRAVeee
sscreaminggggg into notihng
fi ifhe could die just onem more day early
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand all the drugs didnt help a tlhiang
but fill his knees with epic pain~~~~~~~~~~

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when i was skiipping school and sleeping outsside i'd go up to top story of apartments wcause the sun shined the most there cause it kept me a bit warm and i could sleep

everyone i've ever tusr turr trusted ihas ebe betreyad me i need tod ie i need to ide i need to die

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ai oimprety sure the rp problem is people recogni e
everyone else is rnog cause they refuse to recogngiznethat i am right
bouat evertytnig
i don[t think i've ver been wrong about anything everr at lesathew when it comes to relatoianships with peopel
i've onley ever ebeen betreyed so idoit afu gi ve af uck i'mve benbu been bullised and abusewd my whole life so

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hi ploaes hip please tlakt om e

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i'm pret sure
everyone in m ylifee has betreayer me
i mean iever ntouhgh i'ev nver doing a,yith
i 'ver evndoig o
ahaha
haie 'ver noi oeiea
i 've rven odiay neayit
hi've doe naynthi,g ewrogng
i've nver done anything wrong
i've evnever doene anutyting wrongm
i've never done anything wrogr
i've never done anything wrnog i'ver neverrrrrrr dona nytihais nrowgm
i've never done anuthing wrog
i mea
nevery
everyone i've ae ever been innice to has just betreayd me

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wwoww yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
ymyalife was be i thin kbetetre i think my life was better wheni slept outside for several hours every day skipping school then going back home to play video games

hi tlak to me aobut aknythionug pleas hi tlak tel meo tahnks

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ho hi please tgalk to e talk t ome
hiiiiiiiiii please tla m talk t ome

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everone everyone in my life should be thaking mme for how nice i am to them despite how much tghey've fucking ruined me.

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