you seem to be missing the point
people will start reading this thread and see you posting normally and say "hey this dude isn't so bad", and then see your terrible posts attacking anyone who airs any grievance with you and say "well, maybe he still is"
you're trying to have your cake and eat it too, to prove you've turned over a new leaf and simultaneously "put da haterz in dey place"
if you've really changed than you won't find the need to respond to every single negative post with a rant about the cocks the person has in their mouth