Quest_yoill never be as good as my friends but ill never be good cause i hate every team i get on cause they arent my friends and all i want to do in this game is play with my friends and it makes me really sad cause ive been at the same level for like 6 months and i dont feel like my dm is improving at all
quest you can correct me, but I dont think you ever played on a 6s team esea or ugc apart from playing on highlander one season as soldier. so of course you're gonna feel that way compared to your friends who's been playing for longer than you have and on stable teams. Yeah I often have those thoughts as well and self doubts. I think to myself "why should I continue when i'm so far behind?" I often regret not starting competitive earlier when I first started playing tf2 on my potato laptop 2013. and I get thoughts all the time about quitting tf2 when I'm not doing good, but there's nothing you can do about the past, best thing is to work to improve and think about it in the long term. also finding a good team that in which everyone wants to improve helps.