Apti mean its not like i can (or do) disagree with what's been said about me in this thread but it does feel pretty shitty to be reminded of it when i really didnt need to be
for sure it will never feel good, however this is how you know if you have the want or drive to improve. I was the worst player on my team for sure 100% when I first started out (not saying you are on your team), got cut both times I ever played open (only have 12 matches of that div), I also had multiple threads made on me due to some interesting circumstances.. its never easy for a jinchuuriki xd
all jokes aside, you are left with a choice, you either continue to feelbadman and wallow in your self pity and stunt your drive/improvement... Or you can put in the effort to turn your weaknesses into your strengths and prove everyone wrong, then you can transcend from that weak apartment into the burj khalifa, in the end, it is up to you for how much time you wanna put in and how you wanna spend it. just make sure you dont get depressed, its just TF2 lol