boxcar's pretty cool, and i enjoyed my short time playing with them earlier this season. very capable scout and sniper. definitely a good pickup!

real picture of boxcar irl:

Slice is a baller player and he's definitely one of the more dedicated people I've played with. Although I haven't really played with him in a while, I would be very surprised if he couldn't hang with the big kids on medic or pocket.

Pick em up!

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i used to be a turbo-emo mongo tilter scout main several years ago. the best thing I ever did was to learn how to relax. I know that sounds like a super broad and unhelpful thing to say, but hear me out.

i personally had issues with worrying way too much about what other people thought about my personal ability, and how i was perceived as a player. this would make me just completely check out if i thought that i had already beefed enough that it didn't really matter what i did at that point because my statline and shit were gonna be god awful, and anybody who looked at the log would be like 'whos this trashcan,' and for whatever reason that upset me. I would also constantly compare myself to other players and their performance, and was just a super shitty mindset to have.

all i really had to do was to just relax; only worry about what's in front of me, and what i'm going to be doing. if i did something like miss a shot or get dumpstered by another player, i just had to brush it off and move on. if i made a misplay or something, i would try to remember to not do that, and then move on.

"just dont worry about it" sounds like the dumbest shit you can say to someone, but sometimes that's honestly the best thing you can do.

i can't be 100% on whats going on with you specifically, but i guarantee you that if, during matches, you stop worrying about how you 'always beef in matches,' and just play the game like you would in scrims, you will do 100% better. (and assuming you scrim capable teams that are comparable to the teams you play in matches, and you also do well in scrims, you definitely have the ability to play well in matches. it's all mental)

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u can only get 1... i think u no which 2 do . . .

https://clips.twitch.tv/IntelligentShakingStingrayKeepo

That might have actually been mine too now that I think about it. I just looked through my posts and I made a request thread about 4 years ago with a different twitch account that I don't have access to anymore. Would you possibly mind changing that out? If not, I'm fine with jenkins_ ! Thank you very much!

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That's just facebook, if you scroll too much it struggles to keep up cause it's a bloated POS tbh. Having better hardware in general would help to an extent, but probably not by much, and at some point it's almost 100% gonna end up like that again. It probably doesn't help that you have a lot of tabs open, too, since chrome by itself is pretty resource hungry.

hello, I would like to have my stream added to the side bar.

Name: jenkins
Country: US
Stream: http://www.twitch.tv/haha_sick
ESEA: https://play.esea.net/users/581246

thank you

imagine having so little going on in your life that you base the entirety of your self worth off of nothing but your performance in a videogame, so much so that u need to talk shit or even cheat to boost yourself up, and when u lose you get so down that you'll destroy everything u might have built up and quit, only to come back later because you have nothing else

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lol dat sucks

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bump

hate to be the dude to start drama, but i tried out for boxcar's team the other day, and he messaged me this after:

kinda questionable tbh