Sorry for the hard times, start selling shit to get some cash to live off of, find a friend/families place to crash at for a bit if you cant pay rent, and immediately start looking for a job then don't lose it. Any income is better than no income, wash dishes at a restaurant or start working at McDicks a working man is a good man no matter the profession do anything you can to feed yourself and get back on your feet. Even if you hate it you're making money and can look for something else in the meantime. Also by how it sounds you're broke as in have no money as in for now on all you eat is Beans, Rice, Chicken, Ramen etc. no eating out. Also sell your aussie sniper rifle you don't play this game and its worth some money and is doing nothing in your steam inventory. Best of luck my guy, being poor is never fun but I think you can definitely get through this maybe just be a bit more proactive than asking for money from a gaming community.