Hahah, thank you all for your advice, but I do assure you that this level of work hasn't started to become counter productive yet, and I feel like I am using the time efficiently. What I do in order so I don't burn out is what I just go some shenanigan's with my friends for one of the pugs or I simply end stream and call it quits for the day.

Took me the 3rd week to start hating my self and getting burnt out, but I slowly regained motivation.

Was just curious because anytime I would ask anyone else and tell them the amount of time I've been putting they would call me crazy or jobless. But it seems like I need to be resting more.

When you like practice what is your like hourly average in two weeks?
Mine was 129 hours
( I WORK ON WEEKENDS SO I HAVE ALOT OF FREETIME)

Strongest Mental I have seen in a minute. Would recommend.

*DEAD* FROYO b4nny: !pause

How many more RGL is bad threads do we have to make before stuff happens.

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I need an artist to make twitch emotes for my channel. I have alot of good ideas, but not the skill to execute it.
Dm on discord at youngsanity if you are interested and I can pay like any amount per emote as long as its not like overly priced.

taz

Whatever you do, DO NOT AND I REPEAT DO NOT ACCESS THIS WEBSITE TILL U HAVE A DEVOLPED BRAIN.

To get into comp join TF2 Coaching Central they have a discord. Newbie Mixes helps alot as well.

https://youtu.be/TDMuSeRx-1g

Love Matas he played for my pops aau program can't wait to see him become a star!

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You know what I should of laughed this off my fault.
https://imgur.com/KBnAZ2I

Going for 50 next time!

I've been grinding a shit ton on stream and off stream to prove alot of people wrong who say I'm not ready for adv. I've been getting servers recently to practice jump maps and also just play. I feel like I literally adressed this in the main post bro,"If I had knowingly turned on cheats to abuse it in a pug I would play aggressive as fuck and go for a record setting kills. Instead I was playing extremely passive at the 15 minute mark because I noticed my deathless kd. You can ask my teammates who were in that pug I was getting hyped as fuck every time I got low because I thought I was getting lucky and simply living." As I have said it was my mistake and hopefully won't happen again end of the thread. Get your upvotes and downvotes in this dunking session is over.