Wandumhey man i know im from across the pond but you still sometimes add up to eu pugs anyway and i can confirm that i also would not play with you if i had the choice
it really goes like this:
youre quite loud and say a lot of things that dont matter. whenever my brain hears this it immediately goes "burger going bla bla" mode and i automatically want to mute you
most of the time youre on scout and a). dead b). about to run in to die for no reason c). complaining about being dead
sometimes you offclass to sniper and try to live out your -AA- dreams but most of the time this also just results in you being a detriment to your team
its also just really hard to hide the fact that youre like 5-6 years younger than anyone else on the server. i know that theres literally nothing you can do about this besides waiting but the list of things that i would rather do than listen to a pubescent teen from america talk about nothing is fucking massive
thinking about this a bit more theres a pretty big cultural aspect where most euros will pretty much automatically filter you out as soon as they hear your accent and see your ping. The stereotype of americans being loud/obnoxious lives strong in all of us. The classic american small talk doesnt exist over here and so when you start attempting to do this it goes against most of our cultural norms and we feel uncomfortable. When english is not your first language somebody immediately trying to strike conversation with you out of the blue can be really jarring and kinda scary.
i was thinking about weather or not i wanted to sugarcoat this but im too lazy and i think being clear probably brings across the point easier
i dont even think i want to talk shit i just kinda want to tell you my experiences with playing pugs with you
i wish you good wind on your travels
EDIT: i completely forgot about you spamming your MASSIVE bind every 5 seconds when anything happens to you. that shit is so fucking obnoxious and i strongly recommend you unbind it
I mainly play eu pugs to try and practice my scout and learn some new things from the eu playerbase.
I will try and take all of this into account and try to do better.
I understand that most people here are trying to help me. The point of this thread is so I can get answers and see what people think is wrong with me.
lennaren't you the guy who rule booked my team for a ffw just to ruin our perfect record
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1jfp2o6X4m0zdrX50kZ5YNsrvBANqxfDb-nEsRBb1wh0/view#
chellYoung_Sanity4dolfYour reputation exists because of your behavior. Take some responsibility for your actions man.I was an asshole 1-2 years ago a bad teammate etc, but I personally think everyone is just going off past shit.
I feel like everything I do is put on a telescope and is viewed at x10 harsher than everyone else.
I threw in hoboleuage pugs because there are literally no rules in there. Other than that its the only pug group I have ever thrown in.chellThe only drama I have brought to pugs is shit talking ybg because I find it funny how they tried really hard to overturn it.Young_Sanityindecencythey do this to a bunch of ppl ur not the only oneIt just feels as if its me vs the whole community half the time.
very odd if i do say so myself
I cant pug or pub anywhere. I get sniped by cheeto when I try to pub half the fucking time.
I wanted to make this thread to try and just get a clear answer if there's something wrong with me I want to know.
I think the fact you always go out of your way to start drama/beef and stuff like that really makes people not want to play with you. No one wants to hear stuff like that literally every single time they pug, most people are just trying to chill.
Though you do have a point I should leave stuff out of pugs so noted.
In the last week you've beefed ybg (even more) and your team (again) via medeev's lft. You kind of need to understand that things aren't isolated to "in pugs" and "in tftv" and "on stream" and so on. People evaluate you and make decisions about wanting to play with you in pugs and in general based on all of that stuff put together. You can't talk shit on tftv and on scrims, but then be good in pugs and expect that trash talk to go away for example.
I guess my point is it's not just leaving it out of pugs, but rather leaving it out in general. Burning bridges with people non-stop gets you to the position where you are.
I hold very unhealthy grudges. During prime era I started holding a lot of unhealthy grudges. I don't know how to let go of grudges. Most of the time I feel like I'm justified in hating most of the people that I hate. Either way you have a point I should just let it go.