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Signed Up May 27, 2016
Last Posted February 28, 2017 at 3:15 PM
Posts 86 (0.1 per day)
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#1 Help Finding Support Ticket in Off Topic

So I've made a post before about my account being hijacked and locked. I have sent in a hijacked account report into Steam Support, and after a while of proving information all the information on the account was changed, as usual since I went through this before. But, you need to know the login information to see the response from Steam Support, which I can only assume is the account information since the account has been unlocked.

I cannot request a password change, since Steam Guard was removed from the account, so my email and phone number aren't any help in this situation. I am either doing something very wrong, or Steam Support made a mistake here with the system.

Also, I have the Steam Support ticket code that they give you which is a 14 digit number. Is there any way I can access the ticket through the code? Or perhaps any way I can get into that reply from Steam Support?

If I try to look at the support ticket through another account, it gives me this message "Could not find that help request. Make sure you are logged in to the correct account".

posted about 3 years ago
#4 Community Ban in Off Topic
wolsneWhy get gifted an account for a free to play game?????

account has 30+ games on it..

posted about 3 years ago
#1 Community Ban in Off Topic

My account got community banned because somebody was apparently trying to access it. The account was given to me by somebody else I knew, so I don't have the original information. I'm not sure what to do.

posted about 3 years ago
#5265 Show your HUD modifications! in Customization
Cubekolim too lazy to update it so if anyone's interested have a download link

where'd you get the outlined seeker's crosshair?

posted about 3 years ago
#712 I've updated some huds in Customization

This happens with 1 shot hud


Any idea how to fix?

posted about 3 years ago
#17 Thoughts. in Off Topic
LuneAllow yourself to be sad, try to find EXACTLY why you are feeling like you are, Write down your thoughts every time you think off a factor that might be the problem. When you done this please read through everything and understand every single sentence and what it means to you.

After this you should setup a plan on how to remove these negative factors, step by step, It does not need to happen over a week, a month. Allow time because how corny it sounds its actually true that time heals all wounds as long as you identify the problem and find a solution to it. If you cant think of a solution you could ask your therapist, family, friends or someone you feel comfortable with so they can help you find a solution to it.

I would also advise trying to find out what your dreams are, it does not matter how big or small they are. Just setup goals that you want to achieve each week, month, year... It could be visiting the one country you always dreamed about, starting to exercise, learning to cook. Find something that makes you feel good, that will give you a satisfaction and joy of completing or achieving. No matter how stupid it sounds listening to motivational speeches also helps.

School can be very stressful and hard times but always remember that the bullies never succeed in life, you will look down at them with your degree. When you got a job and a steady, flashy income they will crawl into your DMs being all nice and believing that you forgot all the times they bullied you and you can just laugh at them and enjoy your life. This could work as a motivation to finish school with good grades and knowledge.

If TF2 with scrims and officials is making your life too stressfull i would advise stepping down for a while and just play it casually as backup or whenever you feel that you got the energy to play again.

Oh this was a lot more than i intended to type but i hope this will somehow help you.

Writing down how I feel is something I've been doing since middle school, though I usually wrote down how I felt then never looked back at what I wrote, knowing that those writings would remind me of the past and I will mourn over it again, which isn't the best option. So, without keeping this all to myself, I decided to write how I felt online and see the solutions other people can come up with before I fall into a bigger hole and end up doing something I can't go back from.

There are some things I aspire to do, of course, like many other people. But I have been so drowned in all of this classwork and shit afterwards, to the point where I only focus on what I am currently doing, to the point where I don't even think ahead to my future. It's something I do need to work on, thinking about my future. I do have many opportunities, now that I look at it. Getting there will be tough, though. Considering the state that I am in.

Bullies, it's hard to deal with them. Usually the system doesn't help if I report anything, knowing from past instances of bias within the teachers. Sigh. But, one thing I definitely don't do is forget. If somebody fucks me over like that, it's stuck in the back of my mind forever.

posted about 3 years ago
#16 Thoughts. in Off Topic
blehI have had similar feelings in the past and can tell you right now that quitting tf2, or at least taking a break is the right step to go. Sleep is so important to mental health and I have felt a significant difference between an average 5 hours of sleep to 7-8 hours. Do yourself a favor and take a break from the game competitively. I can't tell you how great it feels to not have to be on a schedule for gaming. The ease of stress that it gives is something else and I beg you to try it at least for a season. It'll make casually playing games more enjoyable or at least it did for me.

Recognize your time constraints and work with them. Try to NEVER put games before work. It's a slippery slope and might happen from time to time but keep yourself in check. The goal for doing all this stuff is not to get you to play less but to ease your mind knowing that you can be well rested and less stressed in the long run.

You can add me to talk if you want.

I know what you're saying is correct, taking a break will help. The fact is, I have just started with competitive and found a team that is willing to take me in for an actual main spot. Also I don't want to let my team down. The season may have just started, but I believe we're #11 in Steel NA at the moment. I don't want to be dropped because I miss a few games. What I will try to do is prioritize some things over another in a way that may be beneficial.

posted about 3 years ago
#12 Thoughts. in Off Topic
genotry excercising heavily and eating lots of leafy greens, if you feel better physically you will feel better mentally
also quit tf2 for a while

That's something I will consider.

posted about 3 years ago
#8 Thoughts. in Off Topic
VulcanHashtagBasedErenJayIf videogaming helps keep doing it otherwise quit, tf2 should always come after health and school
I'm pretty sure almost everybody feels this way, video games help keep your mind off the shit that bothers you. It feels for me, however, that the enjoyment from video games, TF2 in particular isn't doing as much as it used to. Having 3,900 hours on my main and 900 on this one, the game isn't helping as much anymore.
if tf2 is affecting your sleep schedule than quit competitve, play video games more casually

I do understand what you're trying to say, but it's not TF2 that is affecting my sleep schedule, it is something with myself that I haven't figured out yet, some type of insomnia. This is why I stated that my body doesn't seem to be functioning properly, I can't seem to sleep.. Also, competitive is the most fun I can find in TF2 anymore. Everything else has just gone to shit because of Valve fucking with shit that already worked.

posted about 3 years ago
#6 Thoughts. in Off Topic
ErenJayIf videogaming helps keep doing it otherwise quit, tf2 should always come after health and school

I'm pretty sure almost everybody feels this way, video games help keep your mind off the shit that bothers you. It feels for me, however, that the enjoyment from video games, TF2 in particular isn't doing as much as it used to. Having 3,900 hours on my main and 900 on this one, the game isn't helping as much anymore.

posted about 3 years ago
#1 Thoughts. in Off Topic

So it's another hard year for me, doing the same exact thing, feeling the same exact way. There's no doubting that 2016 was one of the worst years of my life, but at the same time, the best year of my life. I don't exactly know how to put it.

I don't know where to begin here. Something's wrong. Maybe with me, maybe with what's going on around me, destroying me from all sides and ways it possibly can. People, they don't understand. People these days, they take depression and anxiety as a joke. This is where it starts getting hard to find help.

Why am I this way? A plentiful of reasons. Class is a big stress in my life. The bullies, and people from the past destroying me bit by bit every single day. Then work after that. Some video games when I am done, since I am currently in a 6s team. But even that is stressful. Tight schedule. Seems like I am getting less and less sleep each night, more and more tired to the point where my body doesn't even function properly. I am starting to get angry easily, to the point where I snap on people when I don't mean it. That's why she left. I didn't mean it.

I say that 2016 was also the best year because I actually had somebody, somebody to support me. Parents don't care. If I fall behind in classes because of the lack of actual support in my life, it's my problem I have to deal with. But as I said, I used to have somebody. This girl, we used to be together. For two and a half years. Helping me with the anxiety of every day, and the stress. I did the same for her. Something to look forward to. But now that she's gone, I don't know where to find hope. Everyone I thought was real disappeared, just because I'm not what they want me to be. I can't control it.

People always tell me to take medication. Go to therapists. Thing is, all this I've already tried. Medication only messes up your head even more, it doesn't just take the bad away. It removes everything from you. All emotion. Makes you something you're not. Hell, I don't even know who I am anymore. Therapists don't help. They only repeat the same damn thing every time you go. One day a week, time out of my life just to see somebody that asks the same damn questions.

Though, in the midst of all this, there's something I still cling to, the only thing I have left. Something I can't control all the time, my thoughts. It's finally something different every day. In my head, the only place I'm not alone. It's somewhere I feel safe even though I know, I KNOW that it will take total control one day.

I hate playing this character, portraying that everything in my life is alright when it's not. Of course. Tell me to reach out. Talk to other people about my problems. But they don't fucking understand. The amount of shit I've been through since childhood, changed my fucking head into a slaughter house of my own good will.

Why am I making this thread? I need help. I need to find hope in continuing with this relentless schedule, I don't know who is telling me to make this thread, it's one of them that knows what will become of me. As of now, there's nowhere else to go. Soon they will find out I need help, and change that for good.

posted about 3 years ago
#2 CLEAN TF2? in Customization


posted about 3 years ago
#133 best alias in TF2 General Discussion

slob on my knob

posted about 3 years ago
#697 I've updated some huds in Customization
caizthe real garm3n konr vip?

any idea what hitsound was used in this video? it sounds like the quake hitsound but a little bit different

posted about 3 years ago
#33 Hud poll in Customization

I remember using m0rehud back in the old days, good times.

posted about 3 years ago
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