Go ask for help. It is the bravest thing you can do. Fight back when the things are back, but do not fight alone. Many people are to afraid to ask for help when they need it. Be brave and admit that things are bad. Get help and accept the help you get.
Depressed is not what you are, depression is something you have. You can get rid of it. There are people who work to help people with mental problems. If you break a leg or an arm you go to the doctor to get help. You can do the same thing with mental problems. Get help. There are people who have spent years to learn how to help.
Remember that asking for help is not admitting that you are a coward. Asking for help is showing that you are willing to fight back when life brings you shit. You do not need to fight this fight alone.

About 1,5 years ago a guy at the same school i went to killed himself. The next day there were people crying in every hallway, outside every classroom and outside around the hole school. Even though you think noone cares about you there are many people that will miss you and cares about you.

- Some dude on the internet who wants to see you alive

Queen --> a night at the opera
Fleetwood Mac --> Rumours
Jimi Hendrix experience --> Axis: bold as love
Beatles --> sgt. Pepper's lonley hearts club band
Rolling stones --> Let it bleed
Chuck berry --> Berry on top
The Who --> who's next

Reducing fiering speed on rocket laucher will fuck over all the jumper mains.

If you get electricuted on a train you will be upgraded from passenger to conductor

Reflect doing minicrits
Direct hit minicrit airshots
Random Crits in pubs.
casual (go back to old quick play and add a indicator of how long is left of the map) so you dont join when it is 1 min left
ingame comp
inconsistant rampsurfs in jumpmaps
that wierd waterjump on jump jurf
unlocks that takes less skills to use than to play against (old base jumper)
waiting 15 seconds at the start of every round in casual
ground randomly eating rockets
the fact that there is no ingame resources to teach people the basics to every class
medics that do not buff demos/sollys in spawn at the start of the round.
wierd melee hitdetection
rampbugs in surfing
the fact that valve think it is better to make one big update every 1.5 years instead of making many small updated more often where they only change one or two weapons at a time.
Demo sticky nerf made airpogo harder
Machina fully charged bodyshots on medics hiding behind teammates that would be impossible to hit wit default
the idea that if can aim in pubs and do not try to miss on purpose you are a shitty tryhard
being called a hacker, I am not even close to how jukebox and sheep played at i49
watching people take fall damage when it is not needed
people in pubs that think having a medibeam opperated in to their ass makes them good

the list is probably longer but these are the one on the top of my head

We payed a mix together that was wierd but enjoyable.

The day after this run was released they found a glitch that allows them to save around 20 minutes on the entire run. I think some people are working on segments

The process game reminds me of Reason vs Ascent at i55 on snakewater in the lower bracket semi final

I think including only one BBall shot and only one headshot was a bit of a mistake. Would have been fine if there were more clips from bball/sniper. For part 2 i would recomend using multiple BBall clips (we know there are tons of huge airshots in BBall) and multiple headshots (Flippy, Jukebox, Sheep and many more has done a great contribution to Frag vid content.)

Edit: or using none at all

Running this event like Dota fortress would be cool.

and WHY THE FUCK CAN*T COUNTRIES CHANGE FROM SUMMER TO WINTER TIME THE SAME FUCKING DAY?

Let's be honest. Every TF2 player should look up to Ryb. If everyone sat like Ryb we would have way less back pain.

Used to be a demo main, and liked puns. then i swapped to solly main (roamer), but i keep my name to fuck with comms
Main caller: Spam choke
Me "goes to choke"
Main caller: "What the fuck are you doing spam, go back to watching the flank"

Roses are red
Violets are blue
The solution to your problems is duct tape and superglue.

http://imgur.com/a/Lti7X

Based on ETF2L awards Shocky or Kaidus is the second best EU players of all time

Edit: Admirable is top 5 because caster of the season.

I do not think anyone has more second place finishes than Zebbosai, so that would make him the second best. (Flawless logic).

Also the argument that people needs to play multiple classes is sort of invalid. I have no doubt Mike could destroy on scout, however if you had option to have Mike on your team you would most likely put him on solly. (i know he played demo at i46, however i started to pay attention to comp tf2 after i46.) Very few people talk about Mikes time as demo, can someone say if it because it was bad or just overshadowed by his soldier play?
Same with clockwork, he could probably do good on solly, but putting him on anything other than flank scout would be shooting yourself in the leg. Clockwork played solly very early in his tf2 days. he is featured in one of the Fragged by TLR movies.

I see the multiclass argument however there are people that are so good on their main it is foolish to take them on any other class.