Go ask for help. It is the bravest thing you can do. Fight back when the things are back, but do not fight alone. Many people are to afraid to ask for help when they need it. Be brave and admit that things are bad. Get help and accept the help you get.
Depressed is not what you are, depression is something you have. You can get rid of it. There are people who work to help people with mental problems. If you break a leg or an arm you go to the doctor to get help. You can do the same thing with mental problems. Get help. There are people who have spent years to learn how to help.
Remember that asking for help is not admitting that you are a coward. Asking for help is showing that you are willing to fight back when life brings you shit. You do not need to fight this fight alone.
About 1,5 years ago a guy at the same school i went to killed himself. The next day there were people crying in every hallway, outside every classroom and outside around the hole school. Even though you think noone cares about you there are many people that will miss you and cares about you.
- Some dude on the internet who wants to see you alive