I regret not making an effort to talk to strangers and leave the house more often to help my social anxiety.
I told myself things would get better in high school and that I'd stop playing vidya and make more friends. It didn't happen. So then I told myself things would get better in college and that I'd make friends there and try to go to events and clubs. Didn't happen there either. And I'm sitting here foreseeing the same shit happen for the next eight years until I'm a wizardly 30 and so shut-in that I can't even make a trip to the grocery store without having an anxiety attack over having to talk to someone in person. So having to go through interviews for a job let alone even going to a job is catastrophically difficult in comparison. I already avoid most interaction by taking most of my classes online.
I'm going to be so screwed when I can't change my ways, and I'm only making things worse with my escapism through video games.
The feels, they hurt. Also enjoy OC feel heavy.