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Ian, saying "Skill level: medic - IM" implies you think you are able to perform at an IM level as medic. You can't go from saying "I'm confident I can play at the skill levels I listed" to "I legit never said I could play IM" in the same conversation. You contradict yourself and make finding a team a much harder endeavor than it needs to be. From playing pugs and seeing your team's performances over the past few seasons you're probably around a mid open player as medic and demo, and i really haven't seen you play anything else.
The secret to finding a team is just being as honest as possible with yourself. I've had this terrible ego problem for years on medic where I've thought that i could play really high level medic when in reality I can't. I fear that you're falling into the same trap and becoming me (and trust me that is not a good thing). Finding a team of good players who are enjoyable to be around isn't as difficult as it seems as long as your are honest about your skill level both with yourself and your teammates. Hope you don't quit tf2 and come back in 2 months and decide to actually stick it out.