scrollwheel bhopping literally everywhere and changing my killsound all the time

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I have an incredible ego and try and take credit for a lot of things that are only half truths, despite knowing what I am saying is wrong. I shittalk tons of newer open players who will honestly probably be better than me with the same experience, and that definitely already have better DM skill. I play on iron/steel teams as a mentor because I genuinely think I can teach them something, only to end up attempting to carry them because of my poor teaching ability and lack of experience on scout/demoman.

I am way to trusting with people, and should be more cautious with whom I trust information with. My server RCON is pretty much public within everyone I know, anyone I've tried to do anything with has fucked me over in the end, (Extreme PUGs Katie, Gold-IM PUGs Puppy, That wierd eSports org thing with that one shady dude whose name slips my mind). Only recently have I actually attempted to make myself stop looking like a mongoloid by attempting to do things like make a PUG group for new maps to benefit mapmakers. Even then my trust seems misguided, as one of my admins didnt even bother to properly host pugs when I told him in advance I'd be gone.

At the same time though, I feel like so much is out of my hands. I have a shitty mouse, so my shitty aim is potentially caused by that for all I know. I have a 144hz monitor, but can't really utilize it since my video card doesnt have outputs for 144hz 1080p. I have the money to buy new shit, but I can't use it, as it is in my tax return checks. I would cash them, but I have no bank account and can't create one because my parents lost my social security card and though they claim it is in the mail it is a week past the expected arrival of it. Because of this I can't get a job either, which is incredibly frustrating because my parents won't allow me to get a learner's permit unless I hold a job, and also because they constantly bother myself and my brother about it.

I probably have AD/HD as well, though my parents think I'm a retarded self-diagnosing 16 year old (despite consulting my therapist and friends with the disorder about it). Anything that would be usually seen as a "symptom" they seem to construe as "my son is a pathetic idiot who doesn't care about anyone but himself." Shitty focus and trouble remembering assignments/chores/appointments? Na, he just doesnt give a shit. Poor grades in school and homework incomplete, however not by refusal or inability? Lazy fuck. I've gone over the survey that they've given my parents to take and for them to give to my teachers, and I ring the fucking bell for every possible symptom. Either I have some sort of other brain damage, or AD/HD. But what do I know, being the edgy 16 year old that I am :P

He literally has a twitch command for it

http://i.imgur.com/bONq4ch.png

b4nny, mike, shade, starkie, TLR

didnt see anything relevant to this yet, so decided to start a thread.
Anyone here do a lot of hiking/mountain climbing? post fun stories/trips you've had, or fun climbing/hiking trails near you.

Just recently climbed Algonquin peak near lake placid in NY, probably the most exhausting thing I've done in my life :P tons of fun though, went with a few friends from my boy scout troop

bump, mainly looking for demomen and scouts to try out at this point, preferrably with at least 1 season of ESEA experience. Lemme know if you're interested

Would there ever be any interest in handing off the project to anyone else in order to keep it alive? I know this was supposed to be a one-off thing, but I saw the same question asked earlier in the thread and didn't see an answer.

I have a decently powerful computer and internet. My internet speed is 100Mbps/30Mbps depending on where I'm staying (parents are divorced) and I can meet the 60fps 720p 3500Kbps streaming requirement. I've been (albeit very shittily) casting open games the past season and would love to be able to do production/camerawork as being able to help the TF.TV team in any way would be both incredibly cool and a learning experience!
Edit: I'm available all weekdays from around 2:30EST on, so ETF2L games may be possible as well as of course ESEA games

"You puss out on lan" b4nny to thalash 2016
:)

the admins of the event posted in a previous thread live STVs will not be available, dont remember where tho

We're Front page on twitch! PogChamp

roster was edited onto the I58 comp.tf page ~3-4 hours ago according to the history tab, probably fake

Bumping, Join up! about to watch the start of the show! :)

watching muma v TLR ultiduo of a lifetime rn