I feel like every team I make either dies or does terrible for really dumb reasons, and I'm heavily emotionally invested into TF2 so I just feel really shit a lot of the time. I want to join someone else's team, but I'm afraid it's going to be a repeat of last season where I don't improve because I have to relearn everything I did the previous season with my team due to having to join a low/mid open roster last second. I don't mean that in a bad way, just that this is like my third or fourth season of open and I'd really like to be able to play on a team that does well instead of just grinds to improve. While I do want to improve every day, I just don't want to have to go over all of the basics of 6s every season just because I end up with players with 0 ESEA seasons/experience.