04/03/2014 @ 0300 zulu (2300 EDT 04/02/2014)

Lies.

I predict this isn't going to fix your problem.

Considering that this happens in other FPS games it's fairly easy to deduce that the issue isn't related to your binds. If it's not caused by your binds there's really two possible causes: your hardware or you.

Get a USB keyboard, plug it into the USB port on your laptop, use only that keyboard and a mouse, no touchpad, no built-in keyboard. This will eliminate the possibility that there's a short in your laptop's keyboard PCB or that you are accidentally hitting a mouse/touchpad button when you go to reload.

Holy shit.

Hey chaaz,

I can't claim to have any personal experiences nearly as bad as yours, and every instance of depression and how it can be handled varies from person to person, but I have noticed a common denominator in friends and acquaintances who have gotten past depression. Every friend I've had who was depressed and dug them selves out started doing something they loved. Some started lifting, some started building engines and restoring cars, others tried to get really good at vidja games or programming, all of them eventually stopped feeling suicidal because their life had purpose.

This is extremely hard to see when you are suicidal. if the world has no meaning to you finding meaning is understandably impossible. That said, I emplore you to try to find a passion, something that, as Mason put it, "makes you tick". Find something that forces you to think about it and get your mind off your problems.

I wish you the best dude, as idiotic as the community can be sometimes I think Mason's show of maturity in this thread shows the way most of us feel when it comes to this topic.

P.S.: there's also the 4chan "the world is your oyster" pasta if you want another way of looking at things.

Naw dude, Sinner got you figured out on the first page. You're a lizard who shapeshifts to get Fragile to hit on you.

When an impartial observer has to spend 5 minutes figuring you if you're joking or actually offended your argument probably isn't very good.

Dude, I've got an old logitech and a brand new Steelseries Kinzu Pro V2 just sitting around here, shoot me a PM if you'd like either.

I think this is a big thing that's being forgotten in all the rush to leave ESEA. Yes ESEA sucks, their model is pretty crap, doesn't support our community well, the client is malware at best, all that. I'm pretty sure we can all agree that ESEA as a league is notably less than optimal. What needs to be addressed that hasn't been at all is how the level of play and competition is going to be stimulated. I don't personally have any solutions, I just got into comp play and don't know the scene well enough to say what will stimulate growth (assuming there is a way to), but even I can see that no matter what league the community chooses to play in, including if we stay in ESEA by the way, the issue of a drop-off in competition and growth needs to be addressed.

If nix wants I'll send him a Kinzu for shipping. brand new pro edition v2, I've used it a couple of times, but I am too used to having the extra buttons on my other mouse for it to be a viable travel alternative like I thought it would be.

Alright, I figured Harb wasn't cut, and Brad definitely wasn't coming back after the shit with ESEA. Thanks for the clarification.

For the whole thing? Because about 5 minutes after you flashed kappa on the stream you go on to say Seagull was definitely leaving and 3 of your statements were true.

Nice one plat.

It's alright Harb, we all know you gotta bulk to get the gainz. I'm on permanent bearmode myself.

Mangachu trolled the viewers on his stream this weekend by saying something about a new mixup roster. He said that the new roster was Brad on med, Clock and Squid scouts, Enigma and TLR sollies, and Plat demo. He then said that three of those statements are true (After saying he trolled the thread). I figured you getting cut was unlikely, and Brad replacing you was even more unlikely given the Watch This drama.

So, Ruwin left iT, and Mangachu is claiming Seagull has quit tf2 (among other rumors of mix^ roster change). What is happening?

Edit: Before you say Mangachu was trolling, he clarified after the troll that Seagull was leaving. He said that 3 of the following statements were true: Harbleu was cut, Pure/Pyyyour/Brad was picked up as med, Clockwork was picked up as scout, Enigma roams, and Plat went to demo. The first three seem unlikely, but I don't want to speculate too much.