ngl at 16 i was already taller than him and hes not really grown since as far as i can tell

in retrospect im just very sad and disappointed by the fact that players who are idolised to this day by much of the community knew about and were complicit in the abuse and enabled her behaviour. telling a 16 year old kid that trying to commit suicide over being manipulated and betrayed by a much older adult is somehow an unnatural and unacceptable response is beyond vile. i dealt with that whole thing and it took a fair bit of time to put it behind me but to this day it just kinda rubs me the wrong way to know that if i were to tell the whole story i would be doubted at best and completely disregarded at worst because of how well respected those players are even now

you were mates with her as well

arguably i dont deserve a permaban due to the circumstances of my first ban (being groomed by a very popular community figure at 16 who received no repercussions at all after i tried to commit suicide and getting an alt account vac'd by cheating in private mge with my friends and streaming the whole thing) but in this moment of my life im much happier not playing tf2 and im not gonna dispute the ban. i actually cheated in mixes this time and thats that. ban deserved overall, length of it could be up for debate but i dont particularly mind at this point

have you ever played against azn

azn is laughing his nuts off somewhere in france

also this is only speculation but based on all my interactions with jeven i simply cannot imagine him cheating in offis. just too driven and serious about competition to be an actual cheater. could very well have done the same thing out of frustration as i did and just fuck with people he doesnt like in rahmixes or something but as i see it, thats extremely unlikely.

consider this: i cheated in rahmixes on and off for over a year and NO ONE ever suspected it even when i started straight up 2shotting people like blanc or lardox for fun. i cheated for over a year and would still not be banned if i didnt tell someone who didnt find it funny. im 100% confident that i would not be banned if i didnt literally supply the wrong person with demos worth of evidence. having done it and knowing how to hide it, im also pretty confident theres more cheaters than just azn in high level play right now and the anti cheat team is the most incompetent its ever been. nothing short of an actual admission and explanation of how exactly you cheated along with demos will get you banned in this league. knowing jeven i find it really unlikely that he would have been extremely blatant about it to the point of a quick ban and as gaz said, nothing about his gameplay that ive seen ever suggested to me that hes using anything. something about this ban just feels off.

go on then

It is done.

wooting are making a 60% kb, gonna be nice

u could try the herman miller embody which has a high back but imo for a long time sitting i honestly prefer to have no headrest/back that extends beyond my neck and at 6'3 the aeron is pretty comfy

i cannot believe hes getting married this is not real

wow u should become a comedian!

anti hate crime legislation

https://www.nhs.uk/mental-health/conditions/schizophrenia/overview/

lft