earlier this month i got my new pc and i got so excited cuz with this new pc it opened so many new opportunities for me, while i didn't get it to play games only but still, mostly the idea of me finally trying out scout seriously because in my old pc in 6s it would drop down to 20-30 fps and that completely made scout unplayable in 6s
so yeah i got super excited to play tf2 and other game when i booted up my pc for the first time, but after almost a month of having this pc this was prob a bad idea.
this pc made me realize how i have no aim whatsoever and that it'll prob stay that way forever, like i always thought iwas really handicapped me as a player was my pc (also ping but w/e), and now i have a good pc and now i'm still shit, i wasn't expecting to be like a top invite scout either b4 i got my pc but still i was hoping to be at least decent at it, like it's so frustrating for me to play scout cuz i know i should be doing better but i can't
i always seem to be heavily dissapointed, angry and sad at myself everytime i play mge as scout or playing scout in general, the only excuse i might have is that i'm using a tv as my monitor and i heard those have really awful input lag but i don't even know if the one i'm using rn has any noticeable one but it's not like my old pc had a stateoftheart monitor either so and i feel like i generally did better with that 20 fps machine
like everytime i try to hit something as scout i just flick like if the target was like 90º from my crosshair as i completely miss and it's so embarrasing, it's really my muscle memory that's been the cause of those dumb ass flicks i've been doing but those movements are so burned in my muscle memory it's hard to not do those, the only thing that might be my redeeming quality is maybe my movement but even then after playing years of med and hundreds of hours in jump maps yeah i better have ok movement
it's just so frustrating really, also everytime i've played 6s since i've gotten my new pc i've done badly in either fragging classes or medic i just do absolutely awful, i've tried playing a few other games too (r6 and quake champions) and i struggled to do not-shit in both (i struggled in r6 way more than i did in quake)
i've just been angry at myself, that's it really.