you cannot do this, this is outrageous!

can i have an rgl admin bingo card?

THIS! FUCKING THIS!!! this is what ive been trying to say for a while now!

rgl: provides prize pools over 30k in a year.
also rgl: has admins incapable of thinking reasonably in front of literally everyone with a brain.

eyyy im on the map! yay!

understandable have a great day
not sure whether to make it or a wingman league. maybe a team will do

update: i planned on making a csgo and/or tf2 team, yes it is demolition party, and yes it may die like it did a while back. but im still gonna try my best to make it a reality that isnt "hey only 3 out of the 5 of us can make our weekly practices even though the other two said they could make it" which is very bad news. if im playing on the csgo team. itll be fun, but if im coaching, itll also be fun but in a different way.

if anyone wants to help out with the team, let me know. an yes im scared of making a team due to it potentially dying again so soon.

yeah... i dont have friends to queue with tho...

The closest ive been to being on a team was being on a team called “modest donkeys” and i left due to its team name and i never had a real team to play on since. I have also learned from a close friend that im extremely toxic in tf2 and csgo, and that i need to legitimately practice in order to get better at what i should do. I keep grinding mythic bronze and losing, and in MM its 50/50 of what happens. I either get a team that i can actually work with or i get 4 people who have even worse problems than i do in csgo and we lose to people just rushing with p90s or shotguns. I do the aim headshot thingy, i do community server deathmatch, and even then i barely get kills i deserve. I tried making my own team but it disbanded due to everyone having different time zones and availabilities or just not showing up at all.

It sucks man. Everything i do just makes me angry

so we got bad news, apparently even though ive played this game for almost 5 years, im still too inexperienced all because i wasnt prepared for a lurk smoke on inferno from apts, i dont have good positioning or communications, and im apparently just not ready for an ESEA open team. its not a "yeah, you're out" according to the leader, but he's gonna try other members out and see what happens, i however am a bit furious at this.

i have potentially summoned myself onto a team for csgo, wish me luck!

?! Wut

you are a liar and therefore full of merciless infidelity

Yesterday i made silver 4 for the first time in my life. Feels very happy mate! De_ceased is getting updated fequently which is good news. Demolition party doesnt exist, but i will recruit people who are interested in playing csgo competitively on a team! In further detail, i had like a 3-4 win streak plus a tie in one day to rank up to silver 4, i added several stuff to bombsite B and changed some minor things to mid, A, and market, and finally i felt like rebuilding the “demolition party” team recently but i am too scared due to me geing 300 elo on FACEIT and stuff like that being in the way of me being a true leader when i actually have what it takes to take over the NA scene and become the greatest NA team of all time!

If anyone wants to contact me about the team or anything else related to my csgo journey, either leave a comment here or contact me on discord via this tag: cre-8#6954

This journal will have updates in this same post via comments. Keep this in mind everyone!

tftv was made on my younger sister's bday? wtf is this!?