no matter how effective they may be i dont think they can replace basic self control lol
probably doesn't help that you randomly go on and off your meds and surround yourself with so much negativity
just get a hobby or find something to do to get your mind off shit

i guess you could argue that its like a psa to dissuade other people from ending up like you did and it can't hurt to talk about it instead of keeping canned up inside
but it seems like you're just wallowing in your misery and self pity instead of actually being proactive to change things
not gonna lie though i didnt watch more than a minute of the video so i may be talking out of my ass

what open winnings

cool guy not high im lol

maev is deffo better than screwb and fab lol

who cares

maybe u should have gotten 6 sooner

yes I do have you ever watched my stream

tfw your team dies after u play a match 5v6 vs the best team in the div and it gets casted
FeelsBulletMan

This and if the picking is in progress both captains can agree to end it without penalty (if the update drops mid picking or another pug ends and tons of people want to add up for example)
or at the very least let admins end it mid picking because as is you have to finish the picking then abort which is kind of dumb

you will always be a 12 year old tf2mix squeaker in my mind

I agree with corsa in that there are definitely different ways to practice and it kind of depends on your team and the team you're scrimming against as to which is 'best'. If, for example, you scrim one team a lot and learn that they like to play super aggressive, you may find that your passive mid is a good counter to them. If they keep bombing in aggressively and you are able to clean them up effectively, then it could be argued that you shouldn't change anything. After all, it is still good practice and will make you better at executing the passive middle in the future. However, you definitely don't want to entirely rely on that one strategy especially given the fact that most of the time you don't scrim the team you play in an official match on a given week (at least in NA usually), because for all you know it could completely back fire in the match and cause you to lose middle.

No matter what you do in scrims though what ultimately matters most is you are flexible when it comes to match settings and are able to adapt to what the other team is doing. You can play with this in mind during scrims or just dedicate one scrim to practicing a given middle, regardless of what the other team is doing. Even if going your side seem to be working on gullywash in scrims, it's probably useful to switch it up and practice going big door/their side just so that in the match it's not your very first time doing it.

If you are losing mid and keep doing the same mid multiple times in a row without changing anything, and expect different results you're an idiot. (shoutout to bullet for rolling out choke every mid on gullywash vs strolling astronomers and expecting not to get locked out by yuice & friends who went our side every mid, weapons grade autism right there)

yea dude im really curious about which team had the best group of demos at the same time
imo blaze and lansky or mike/sil

no offense to hooli but has been like the same skill level for 10 seasons at this point its a lot more likely for demos like moy or mustard to 'get in the groove' and reach their potential

also avast can you come back and coach me i need to learn how to play fragging classes in opentational matches :D

thoughts on the future of esea tf2?
will we actually be able to get there to be 9 invite teams?
possible return of esea lan/future of NA lans sans gxl?

mustard ur bad
and i hope u get cut again