S14 - Start playing in open with the intent to get good.
S15 - Play in open with same team hoping to make playoffs, didnt make playoffs.
S16 - Hope to make playoffs with new team. New team died, didnt make playoffs.
S18 - Play with friends.
S19 - Join another team with friends, grandma gets super sick and goes into hospice for the remainder of the season. My entire summer is spent with grandma and grinding dm/scrimming with my team. I managed to ruin both my wrists and had to endure a whole season of playing with indust. The entire experience was p shitty and killed what little enjoyment for the game I had left. I finally made playoffs but it didnt feel worth it at this point. After playoffs I quit the team and decided I was done tryharding.
S20 - Played with friends to have fun so I can quit on a good note.
I think its better to quit on a good experience than a bad one, because in my experience bad experiences only leave me wanting to try again and be better the next time.